Because I was a little bit lazy, so I will type this article in English.

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I have been depressed for a long time.

I know why maybe, but I have no idea how to deal with that.

Perhaps there were so much things do so that I cannot even take a rest; I mean my heart.

My heart is tired, a little bit, and a little bit, and a little bit...

Finally, it has no room for more and more things.

I guess so!

Recently, I've been thinking about many things, which can make me nearly crazy, but I can do nothing but  let it be.

 I just cannot make myself free about those annoyed things.

Now, my summer vacation was far from my present life.

Why could I be so happy during that time?

I know I have to face the truth, but I still want to lie down under the flourishing trees and feel that the warm wind blows my face. 

It is really like a dream, because it is too far to touch; an intangible dream.

Maybe this is time for me to get out of that intangible dream...

Now I'm junior, and the future, the realistic furtue, is not far anymore.

Which road should I step on? 

This one? That one?

I know the truth that, in final, I AM THE PERSON who can make decision.

Ｉ　ＡＭ　ＴＨＥ　ＯＮＥ　！！！

ＡＬＲＩＧＨＴ　？

ＤＯＮ'Ｔ　ＴＲＹ　ＴＯ　ＴＥＬＬ　ＭＥ　ＷＨＡＴ　ＴＯ　ＤＯ　！！！

ＹＯＵ　ＡＲＥ　ＮＯＴ　ＭＥ　！！！

ＹＯＵ　ＹＯＵ　ＹＯＵ　ＡＮＤ　ＹＯＵ　！！！

Unfortunately, I was born in this era, which has economic recession and everyone feel painful and so many people lose jobs and so many people commit suicide and, there are still some people who can have DIRTY money in their hands with people who starve to death around them.

ＹＥＳ，　ＴＨＩＳ　ＴＥＲＲＩＢＬＥ　ＥＲＡ　！

However, I know I am so UNLUCKY !

I know everything around me!

So don't pull my hands and my feet to step on the road that ＹＯＵwant.

My future is MY FUTURE.

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我偷懶所以不想打中文...

還有用英文的感覺真好...