2015/01/06 下訂兩天就收到的美美神諭卡，這家露天賣場真的動作超快，上次遇到颱風天也是馬上出貨，跟以前一樣把東西包裝得好好的，現在升級有自己的紙盒了。

讓我意外的是看見一張貼在紙盒上的紙。望著那行「寬恕是幸福的關鍵」，內心突然波濤洶湧，包牌的人怎知我還卡在這點上？真讓人起雞皮疙瘩。


好具體的寬恕練習法，不過，我還沒實做過，倒是有兩張臉在腦海日漸疊成了一張，好一陣子了，也許是因為記憶模糊了吧，當正面、負面疊成了一面，奇妙的感覺就出現了，好像好人沒那麼好了、爛人也沒那麼爛了，是感覺麻木了？還是心裡越來越平靜？


這副牌2014年初剛出版的時候，就已經好喜歡好喜歡了，是讓我一見鍾情的牌，可是，不亂花錢的我無法接受那種覺得喜歡就買的念頭，一直到想給愛的感覺強烈到覺得事不宜遲，周圍太多感覺無助的眼神，我需要一副能幫我把愛的能量送出去的美牌來廣結善緣，終於在近一年後買下它。


想拍個內頁排版做記錄，隨手一翻落在SHE LOVES這頁，哇，這麼多張牌，偏偏翻到第一個字是Forgiveness的篇章，很怕我沒記在心上喔。


向來沒有啥開牌儀式，直接問了一件從2014年終困擾我到2015年初的事，好吧，完全明白我心，果然是跟我有緣的一副牌啊。

這副牌其實包含了幾種不同畫風在同一副牌裡，當初是看上手寫意揮灑的畫風，誰知好幾張牌都是有畫出細緻手指的浪漫風格，抽出的這第一張牌，正是我比較不喜歡的風格，真像一語雙關，這就是人生啊，不喜歡的人事物說不定會在未來被證明是很重要的，總之，對一切如實接受吧。


This oracle brings you a sweet message. You are just asked to love.  Everything else will take care of itself.  70篇神諭解說唯一在message前面加上sweet的，蠻妙的，於是，就順隨己心吧，反正我的愛心很大一顆。


想幫妹妹排牌，可是她好像興趣缺缺，一直到1/9晚上，我們才一起按牌卡建議的牌陣排了牌，這也是除了開牌那天抽了一張牌後，我第一次抽牌排陣，代表現在狀況的位置，我們都抽到了牌背面圖樣的SELF-INITIAION，真是剛好，而SHE LOVES則不意外地，果然出現在我的牌陣中。

既然牌邀請我走向寬恕，我也很直接地問了：該如何看待與卡爾的那段過去。神諭內容十分貼近我心，感覺終於有人全然懂我、接受我、祝福我。這副牌的確是充滿了愛的能量，再傷痛的都有其意義，讓人更加看清，繼續抱持希望。事事物物相互吸引，願我也充滿愛的能量！

● Past—THE CHOICE
There is a choice that you need to make—you are aware of it already or it is coming to your awareness very soon.  Embrace the unknown and say “YES!”.  You have the opportunity to enrich your world, to receive and therefore be able to share much more!  If anxiety or fear arises, guilt or shame, treat it as the cleansing of your emotional waters as they receive so much more inflow from the divine ocean.  Let the old layers rise to the surface of your awareness to be washed away.  What seems to be so much in the context of your own emotional waters, is not so much at all when compared to what the great ocean is capable of holding.  So let the divine ocean take the old, washing it away from you and replenishing you with the new, that you may serve life all the better.

This oracle brings you guidance.  It is safe to choose now.  There is no wrong choice, just a choice that resonates with your heart.  If it is challenging you, that is an opportunity for you to let the divine cleanse and lift you into the vibration where you feel at peace with your choice, where you can accept the grace it will bring to you.  Do this now.  It's your time to step up, make your life easier on yourself and open to love in a more trusting way.  Come now, the Divine is calling you to play!


● Present—SELF-INITIATION  
You are being touched by a wave of your own light in motion.  Can you feel the blessings and love that are flowing towards you, from within you, in an upsurging wave of love?  This is your own pure divine nature.  You can choose to empower another as the carrier of your own divinity, of course, and sometimes if you are not quite ready to recognize your own divine essence, this needs to be.  Yet at any moment, you can choose to recognize that it is you who are initiating yourself into love, that you are the being of light, the Divine, that is drawing you forward into yourself.  At any moment, you can choose to recognize yourself.  Will this be such a moment?

This oracle holds a message for you—there are many teachers on this path, some humble, some wise, some great companions on your life journey and some who will enter in and out of your life quickly, perhaps imparting a helpful word or teaching you a more challenging lesson about trusting and relying upon your own wisdom.  The greatest teacher however is Life itself.  You can trust in your own experiences and know that it is the divine spark within you, the life within you, that is the one true teacher who carries you home in awakened reunion with the Divine.


● Future—SHE LOVES
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● Outcome—THE BRIDE OFFERS HERSELF
There is a sacred offering taking place—an offering of the Divine Feminine.  She is offering herself to the mystery unfolding.  This may manifest in a physical way in that a woman of great feminine wisdom is offering herself to you in friendship, love, spiritual companionship or service in some way.  This may manifest in a spiritual gift from the Divine Mother in the form of a life circumstance or situation—whether it is immediately recognized as a gift or not.  To accept this offering as a bridegroom accepting his bride, with love, reverence and respect, will bring good fortune.

This oracle offers you a message.  Accept what is being offered now.  Whether through challenge or an easing of the way forward, there is a gift of grace from the Divine Feminine reaching for you now.  Allow her in and be blessed.  This oracle also heralds a time of importance in relationship—you have been revealing yourself and not being afraid of who and what you are, sharing yourself in willingness to connect.  Your vulnerability and beauty is acknowledged and will attract the response you need at the perfect time, and in the perfect way.  Every bride shall have her bridegroom.



看完過去，決定為未來感情抽一張牌，屎人到底能不能翻轉人生？改寫戀愛屎運的歷史呢？真開心抽到了這一張，我喜歡這個畫風，更喜歡這神諭裡的祝福。親愛的，你在哪？你是誰？你能一眼認出我的獨一無二嗎？

● THE MOTHER PRAYS

You are being watched over.  Many beings are aware of your existence. They know that your heart and your soul are pure—even when you may doubt it at times because after all, you are a divine being masquerading as a decidedly fascinating mixture of light and darkness.  Sometimes you may not feel so pure!  That's okay.  The Mother prays for you not because you are about to do something ridiculous and you might come to harm, but that you might not do something ridiculous and avoid living your full potential!  She wraps you in waves of love, light and consciousness that you may feel brave enough to live your life and not hold back from pursuing what is within your heart (or really, letting it pursue you and giving in to its seduction).  The Mother Prays.  So fear not, and just live your life.

This oracle brings you guidance—ask help from the Divine Mother who loves you unconditionally.  Ask each day.  She wants to help you and you have to ask for that help to empower her to do so.  You have her great blessing.