2013-05-25 23:16:18老鼠人

來自熱情沙漠的明信片



妹妹兩趟出差都在杜拜轉機,終於買到了3D明信片很興奮
3D明信片看起來蠻高級的,但翻拍起來會有疊影
這次寄送回台的時間比過去多了幾乎一倍
差點以為寄丟了,她老覺得那些阿拉伯人太悠閒,機場郵局很不可靠
本來是要給我驚喜的,忍不住在我收到兩天前先告訴了我
提醒我要注意看那個特別的六角形郵票



老爸一樣在我看到前就先看過了
唉喲~~讓他發現我在傷春悲秋了
雖然這幾年的煎熬他根本一直都看在眼裡,還是覺得有點糗

其實,除了零哭泣的日子尚未出現,我一直過得挺好
每天總有某個時刻讓我落下眼淚,而我接受這些短短片刻的感傷
更多時候,我感動也感謝這當下與我結緣的所有人事物
努力也用力地活著、感受著
誰要是指著我說憂鬱症,我學生一定會說你神經病
或者,像「怪怪美少女」說的,憂鬱症?那不是人類想像出來的疾病嗎……
我無需為那無良的人口中已被妖魔化的我辯解,好好活著比言語更有說服力
總有一天水落石出,而愛我、在乎我的人早就心裡明白了

是的,我心中有遺憾,但我已經不枉此生了
沒有愛人,所以能愛更多來結緣的人
沒有小孩,所以能有更多心力投注在實現我遍地開花的願望
沒有一個生命流著我的血液,但我的熱血會以另一種方式傳遞下去
我沒有對不起爸媽給我的這條命啊
盡力而為,心安理得,就算現在死也不冤枉


Marchin' On -- One Republic
For those days we felt like a mistake
Those times when love's what you hate
Somehow
We keep marchin on

For those nights when I couldn't be there
I've made it harder to know that you know
That somehow
We'll keep movin on

There's so many wars we fought
There's so many things we're not
But with what we have, I promise you that
We're marchin on
We're marchin on
We're marchin on

For all of the plans we've made
There isn't a flag I'd wave
Don't care if we bend, I'd sink us to swim
We're marchin on
We're marchin on
We're marchin on

For those doubts that swirl all around us
For those lives that tear at the seams
We know
We're not what we've seen

For this dance we'll move with each other
There ain't no other step than one foot
Right in front of the other

There's so many wars we fought
There's so many things we're not
But with what we have, I promise you that
We're marchin on
We're marchin on
We're marchin on

For all of the plans we've made
There isn't a flag I'd wave
Don't care if we bend, I'd sink us to swim
We're marching on
We're marching on
We're marching on

Right, right, right, right left
Right, right, right, right left
Right, right, right
We're marching on

We'll have the days we break
And we'll have the scars to prove it
We'll have the bombs that we save
But we'll have the heart not to lose it

For all of the times we've stopped
For all of the things I'm not

We put one foot in front of the other
We move like we ain't got no other
We go where we go
We're marchin on
Marchin on

There's so many wars we fought
There's so many things we're not
But with what we have, I promise you that
We're marchin on
We're marchin on
We're marchin on

Right, right, right, right left
Right, right, right, right left
Right, right, right
We're marchin on

Right, right, right, right left
Right, right, right, right left
Right, right, right
We're marchin on