為什麼喜歡一個人的程度會有增無減?

我還天真的以為、只要把心情鎖住隱藏住就能停止它的蔓延。

真的真的...太單純了。(輕嘆)

又怎麼可能天真的以為吵一架就能終止這份友誼、

傷個徹底然後趁機斷個乾乾淨淨?

事實是在和好以後，熟悉的模式又回來了，然後我更深的陷入泥淖。

也發現了自己的貪。

明明就說、我沒有想過要跟他在一起。

但一首You Belong with Me聽著聽著，卻越來越...想要越界。

那唱進心坎裡的歌詞，在在透露著我酸澀的心情。

我是如此地渴望著那份專屬的特別...

渴望他的笑容、渴望他真心的快樂、渴望與他相知相惜。

好想...牽著他的手一起前進、成長。

好想...陪著他在他難過的每一個時刻、懂他的每一種表情。

好想...伸出手擁抱他的歡笑和悲傷，抱著他厚厚的羽絨外套取暖。

好希望我對他來說是最特別的人。

親愛的隼...我終於重新懂得了要如何相信一個人，

懂得了要如何去愛一個人。

但我又註定要受傷了。(苦笑)

You Belong with Me                   Taylor Swift

You're on the phone with your girlfriend, shes upset.
Shes going off about something that you said
'Cuz she doesn't, get your humor like I do...
I'm in the room, it's a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like
and she'll never know your story like i do

But she wears short skirts
I wear T-shirts
She's cheer captain
And I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up
And find what you're looking for
has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
been here all along so why can't you see, you
You belong with me
You belong with me

Walkin' the streets with you and your worn-out jeans
I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench, thinking to myself
Hey isn't this easy

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down
You say you're fine
I know you better then that
Hey whatcha doing with a girl like that

She wears high heels
I wear sneakers
Shes cheer captain and
I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for
has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see
You belong with me
Standing by and waiting at your back door
all this time how could you not know
Baby....
You belong with me
You belong with me

I remember you drivin' to my house
in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh
When you know you're about to cry
And i know your favorite songs
And you tell me about your dreams
Think I know where you belong
Think I know it's with me...

Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along
So why can't you see
You belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time
How could you not know
Baby you belong with me
You belong with me
You belong with me
Have you ever thought just maybe
you belong with me
You belong with me...