2009-10-15 19:42:57MICKEY♥♥♥

what if


what if i need you mom and dad
Don't speak.
I can't believe...
This is here happening.
Our situation isn't right.
Get real, who you playing with.
I never thought you'd be like this.
You were supposed to be there by my side.

When you say that you want me, I just don't believe it.
You're always ready to give up&&never turn around.

But what if I need you baby?
Would you even try to save me?
Or would you find some lame excuse to never be true?
What if I said I loved you?
Would you be the one to run to?
Or would you watch me walk away without a fight?

I'm so sick of worrying that you're gonna quit over anything.
I can trip&&you let go like that.
Everything that we ever were...
Seems to fade, but not the hurt.
Cause you don't know the good things from the bad.

When I say that I want you, you know that I mean it.
In my hour of weakness, there's still time to try.

But what if I need you baby?
Would you even try to save me?
Or would you find some lame excuse to never be true?
What if I said I loved you?
Would you be the one to run to?
Or would you watch me walk away without a fight?

Everytime I speak you try&&stop me,
Cause every little thing I say is wrong.
You say you're noticing, but you never see.
This is who I really am, but you can't believe.
Makes me wanna know right now,
If it's me you'll live with out,
Or would you change your mind?

What if I need you?

excuse to never be true?
What if I said I loved you?
Would you be the one to run to?
Or would you watch me walk away withBut what if I need you baby?
Would you even try to save me?
Or would you find some lame out a...

Oh baby, what if I need you? (what if I need you?)

Yeah, yeah, yeah.
(What if I need you?)

What if I need...
What if I need you?
(What if I need you?)
Oh, what if I need you?
(What if I need you?)
If I need you, you, you... ?

真的很擔心很難過很想他

心情不好自己發呆想了好多

萬一你在哭我要怎麼半

為蛇麼事情變的好複雜好痛苦

我也變的好陰沉

想開新但好沉重

萬一有一天你走了我要怪誰我要恨誰

我要怎樣的原諒自己

他的所作所為都以他為中心那你的中心呢

crushing breaking in to pices

不了解很恨他但恨不了

如果又如果

我不想要 事情會變好嗎

如果你們沒有離婚該有多好

又如果我沒有出生事情就不會變那麼複雜

我要怪誰 有有誰可以給我怪

想改變但能有蛇麼改變

好像所有事情一經有的定局

我是機器人他說幹麻我就要幹麻

這是規定 控制 還是對我們的威脅

為蛇麼我恨不了他 只是很恨我自己

不能be there for you

just wanna say i love you more than i can imagin

所有事情可以回到當初

也許我被打但心永遠沒有那麼痛

皮肉上會愈何但心理的恐懼何傷口

要怎麼彌補 你的又要怎樣幫你填滿

你過的好嗎?

我過的不好

但我會裝作我很好

因為我怕你不好

你是我媽你是我爸

有蛇麼裡有可以讓我接受沒有你們的世界

也許你們都在但離你們好遠

心離的很近 媽媽

心跟距離都很遠 爸爸

that;s not what i want

fears keep us away

not her dad

but i'll always love you

我的家人是我的所有

being empty does not feel good

想去美國當做出國遊學

當作蛇麼都沒有發生

but will it work ?

沒有力氣在想 只好勇敢的哭下去

直到有一天 自己懂了也明白了

懸掛的新蛇麼時候會停止

我的快樂蛇麼時候會來

那你的呢?


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