2009-10-31 01:30:59MICKEY♥♥♥

人真男當

tina 说:
 有時候覺得好孤單!我等待早日與你們團圓!我星期天要去教會服侍做招待
 你趕快去睡吧
 祝你有個甜甜夢鄉!
 bye

those words mean alot

seriously go ask him i don't know

just wanna find a way to make things turn out right

so what i'm gonna do? "to stay out of it"? 

and watch you guys by bringin each other down over and over again

dude why is it so hard to make things less complicated

what i'm suppose to do

i really wanna change things

but it seems like nothing can possibly change it

and it's out of my ability

i'm just a teenager

what do you expecting for?huh?


i'm not writting this for anyone of you

just don't know who can i blame for

and what should i do

hope things could stop making me breathless

just like what i said one step forward three steps backward

that's what i thought of it ...

there no need to try

try not to think

but why evertime when things are just startin to get better

then the other comes .

drama never ends.....

tears too....

then who's gonna be responsible for my broken heart?

who knows? "me"

i have no strength to give my last shot and even to think

crushing ....

who's gonna help me out with it

who knows how pain i'm ?

who can stop them by hurting me again and again

can't they see i'm still bleeding


don't wanna see anyone of you to get hurt

you have no idea how pain i'm

and how much tears you cause on me

try to get out of it

but evertime i see ur face the pictures come by

and it brings the memorise back to by head again

once it's enough 

but it's not enough for you  

i don't want it

i don't like it

there's nothing to do with ur face

it's ur heart don't you get it

you still care about it

you still couldn't let go

don't deny it cuz i can feel it with my heart

that's why i have no dad and mom around

and even ur here it still mean nothing to me

cuz you abandonded me for so long ago

and that heart won't be that easy to get back

i have to fake it like others to become the one u want me to be

not the one inside my heart

i'm scared and it's not that easy to break that fear

i tried to break it you tried too

but you had both break it and rebuild it

so we both failed

who's gonna make it up for us huh?

i know she will feel that way

thanks by making this assume comes true

that 's what i thought of it

how can i not hate you

how can i hate you

how could you hurt me that much

screw this "f"ing life

i get extra pain as you

trust me you enjoy revangin her
 
that what you do...

even if she doesn't exist it still won't change our relationship

she does nothing
 
i told you that

but you still don't get it

how could you be that heartless

to actually build a big fear inside my mind

which makes me afraidto  do things

and also to let me feel so pethadic to have no parents around and no one to lean on

it hurts alot dad wake up

and take a look of ur daughter

she needs a real dad

why can't i love both of you

my life isn't a multiple choice

so don't force me to answer this stupid question

i refuse to answer

how heartless are you

plz i'm bagging you don't let me

pick mom or dad

let me skip this one

why are you so jealous

why don't you trust me

tears tears tears

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