2003-07-11 01:39:59lostsoul

woo

woopeekushee 說:
hey..
Who's this? 說:
hola
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i am backing up my articles
woopeekushee 說:
i'm so screwed
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the site i left them is not stable..
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what happened?
woopeekushee 說:

Who's this? 說:
r u ok?
woopeekushee 說:
abt my course thing.
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what what?
woopeekushee 說:
i'm feeling more today tt i shouldn't do the ucl one
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and?
Who's this? 說:
u informed them?
woopeekushee 說:
not yet...cuz i'm not so sure
woopeekushee 說:
so shit right
woopeekushee 說:
i can't make a decision
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what's the reason u think so
woopeekushee 說:
it's like i need someone to tell me...you should do this
woopeekushee 說:
because i'm afriad halfway through the cours i feel like i don't know anything and feel shit for doing it
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talked to parents yet?
woopeekushee 說:
mum ya
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and?
woopeekushee 說:
she doesn't know either..she just says...if u din';t want to do it don't do it
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but tis' not really the case what
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??
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ello?
woopeekushee 說:
yea
woopeekushee 說:
what;s not the case
woopeekushee 說:
i don't understand
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that u don't want to do it
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u r not sure, not not wanting to do it, no?
woopeekushee 說:
i'm not sure if i want to do it
woopeekushee 說:
i initially applied because it's brain research ya
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umm.. u wanna try the one in cam?
woopeekushee 說:
but it looks so difficult...physiology of behaviour - carlson is too elementary
woopeekushee 說:
tt's why i'm thinkgin if i should do the one in cam
woopeekushee 說:
but the one in camb seems like pointless doing it after 1 year?
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?
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what do u mean
woopeekushee 說:
cuz if i pay for my mphil...and then apply for funding to do phd...i might not get the funding...then what
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so how?..
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i am not familiar with these..
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what can u do now?
woopeekushee 說:
i'm gpoing to ask the supervisor in cam of the dateline
woopeekushee 說:
then read up more on the projects at ucl
woopeekushee 說:
and then decide
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yeah.. have u emailed him?
woopeekushee 說:
just did
woopeekushee 說:
my mum's asking me to do something useful did i tllu
woopeekushee 說:
tell u
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what
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ohoh
woopeekushee 說:
like clinical or child psyho
woopeekushee 說:
have u thought of doing those
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clinical yeaha
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i am so in it.. =..=
woopeekushee 說:
huh what do u mean
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i meant.. i am a psycho
woopeekushee 說:

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that i realy need to know why i am the way i am
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woopeekushee 說:
r u serious
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yep
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do u not think so?
woopeekushee 說:
so r u going to ?
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after all these time woh
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yeah, that's my final goal
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eventually i will
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woopeekushee 說:
how will u do it?
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do the course
woopeekushee 說:
i have no clue in malaysia
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knowing myself, donno
woopeekushee 說:
seems like no regulation
woopeekushee 說:
what course..where
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doononononoo
woopeekushee 說:
hmm..
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i am not in a hurry loh
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u know, there are many things in life
woopeekushee 說:
like....
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and i can only do so much at a time
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so, as soon as i have something to do, i am ok
woopeekushee 說:
well..i guess cuz i have nothing to do now hahaha
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but yes, it is something i would like to do one day in my life
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no.. that wasn't what i meant
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i am just telling u that's the way i am now loh
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if i could do that now i will
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but the situation doesn't allow me to
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so, i can only do what i can do now
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u know?
woopeekushee 說:
ic ic
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yeah loh
woopeekushee 說:
yea
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and i don't really mind if i can't make money by what i study
woopeekushee 說:
u don't
woopeekushee 說:
really..
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i can always try to earn my living other ways
woopeekushee 說:
like....
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that's why thinking about what i want to study in psyc doesn't bother me as much as it bothers u
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like, porgramming?
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like, teaching english?
woopeekushee 說:
aii...true...tt's good
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like, just do some random job in some random comapny?
woopeekushee 說:
i can't do either
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i don't really care if what i study will make me a forturn
woopeekushee 說:
oo..i thought u meant working in psyc field but not making much money...but u have some side income
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as long as it is what i would enjoy studying, i would do that.
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yeah, there are many possibilities what?
woopeekushee 說:
if i go by this way...then the one in cam seems more interesting?
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not everybody all work in what they were educated to
woopeekushee 說:
but then again...if i don't do the course i won';t know?
woopeekushee 說:
yeah..tt i know
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well. as u already knew, both waht u said are true
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it's u who holds the control of ur life
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do as u please
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when u still can afford to do so
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??
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waht's the last line u saw?
woopeekushee 說:
Who's this? says:
do as u please

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Who's this? 說:
when u still can afford to do so

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yeah, taht's the last line for me
woopeekushee 說:
ok..
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i know it just sound so not helping
woopeekushee 說:
it does in a way
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but back to the very bottom, nobody can help nobody
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u know?
woopeekushee 說:
yea
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even if whoever helped u in ur choice
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what if things go wrong, ti's ur life
woopeekushee 說:
sure
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good loh if things go ok
woopeekushee 說:
i make the choice la
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but u do have to think loh
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think, that is, not worrying ur head off
woopeekushee 說:
how to do tt haha
woopeekushee 說:
i start to worry when i think
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i think i am potential in being a politician
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i talk pointless things so much nowadays
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hahaha
woopeekushee 說:
and when i do...i tend to make a choice which is less worrying
woopeekushee 說:
is tt a gd basis in making a choice
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tt's not the best base to i don;t think
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no risk no bonus
woopeekushee 說:
yea
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we only live once (this life anyway) so what the heck? right?
woopeekushee 說:
yea
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it seems to me tt u prefer the cam one better?
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is tt so?
woopeekushee 說:
sometimes
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like how much?
woopeekushee 說:
just because i don't have to deal with the molecular bits!!
woopeekushee 說:
and also the name..u know cambridge
woopeekushee 說:
but it might be lonly there tho
woopeekushee 說:
ello
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here here
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we are all alone no matter where we are
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so taht is at no concern
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i said so, take my word for it
woopeekushee 說:
ok...u did hci /ergonomics b4?
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no.. what the hell is that
woopeekushee 說:
o'malley's module...human comp interaction
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hahahhahahah
Who's this? 說:
noooooooo
woopeekushee 說:
ooo ok
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she's too smart for me
woopeekushee 說:
really
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yeah
woopeekushee 說:
what's tt got to do with the module haha
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so the module she give is hard
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=..=
woopeekushee 說:
oo ok..
woopeekushee 說:
well, i spoke to someon in tt dept at ucl
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and?
woopeekushee 說:
she doesn't seem to like me maybe cuz i didn't talk much
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she said so?
woopeekushee 說:
no i can tell by her tone..cuz she's a bit deaf and i don't speak loud
woopeekushee 說:
she said i could put in my app anyway but i didn't think much abt it
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what did she mean?
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i don't really understand
woopeekushee 說:
the course is full, but they have waitin list which i can still apply foir
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and?
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u got in?
woopeekushee 說:
i didn't apply
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??
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i am confuse
woopeekushee 說:
now i'm thinking if i shoudl
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d
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if it's too late
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don't even think about it now
woopeekushee 說:
well she didn't set a dateline
woopeekushee 說:
crap..still having cramps
woopeekushee 說:
hate being a woman
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yeah i know
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me bleeding like hell, too
woopeekushee 說:
u know my parent were planning for a boy when they had me?
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err no?
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u think that's why u only like gals?
woopeekushee 說:
haa..maybe
woopeekushee 說:
for some reason i never liked wearing dresses since i was young
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naaa
woopeekushee 說:
wierd huh
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kinda
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but it's ok what
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u r what u r
woopeekushee 說:
gonna get a drink..ttyl
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okok
woopeekushee 說:
back what u doin
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still bakcing up ah
woopeekushee 說:
ok
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i have written like hundreds of articles in the past few years..
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it's amazing though really..
woopeekushee 說:
i was burning my stuff onto cd..but i realize it's just too much
woopeekushee 說:
what kind of articles
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well.. u'll just have to do taht
woopeekushee 說:
maybe will try to tranfer straight to another comp
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stories, memoirs..diaries.. stuff
woopeekushee 說:
in chinese?
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but i think also in cds is a better idea
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mostly
woopeekushee 說:
anything in eng?
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some
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i thout gave u the site already
woopeekushee 說:
o ok...
woopeekushee 說:
i thought there're others
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err
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there are
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hahahhahahahhaha
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only now i realise that i have so many
woopeekushee 說:
can i read?
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if u like, i can send u copies of cd when i am done
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woopeekushee 說:
wow...
woopeekushee 說:
tt's a lot
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err.. perhaps just 2?
woopeekushee 說:
o ok then hehe
woopeekushee 說:
i thought like 5 or something
woopeekushee 說:
cool
Who's this? 說:
donno
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but owrd files doens't take up much space
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comparing to songs
woopeekushee 說:
still..a lot since word files don't take much space!
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yeahlo
woopeekushee 說:
my goodness girl what have u been writin abt
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what?
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things mah
woopeekushee 說:
uhuh
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aiyo..
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i also donno
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i am always amused when i read them over again after a while
woopeekushee 說:
hmm..i wroet one short story b4 some sort of love story haha
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and?
woopeekushee 說:
and..only 1 friend read it heheh
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haha
woopeekushee 說:
and...another short article on being gay.. it came out in the papers
woopeekushee 說:
of course i didn't put my name la
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really?
Who's this? 說:
do u have a copy of it urself?
woopeekushee 說:
yeah..under the teen section..which i was then
woopeekushee 說:
yeah..hidden somewhere
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haha
woopeekushee 說:
at tt time i had this crush on my classmate
woopeekushee 說:
so i wrote abt it and how it was like being so
woopeekushee 說:
it was in response to another article tt came out before..more like a letter
woopeekushee 說:
the editor gave me my nickname as oscar wilder
woopeekushee 說:
cool huh
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hahahah
woopeekushee 說:

woopeekushee 說:
wilder than oscar wilde haha
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this editor must have tought it was a boy who wrote it
woopeekushee 說:
no no..she/he knew i was lesbian,,,i spoke abt a gal
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oh ic
woopeekushee 說:
i put my name as 'nicole' in my letter
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there are so many suicidal news nowadays
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or.. news about ppl wanting to commit suicide
woopeekushee 說:
yeah..here too
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rather
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haha
woopeekushee 說:
and lately lot of rape and murder cases coming out
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yeah loh
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so shitty
woopeekushee 說:
scary...there was this one which got a lot of publicity
woopeekushee 說:
cuz it was so random and in a 'posh
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wait
woopeekushee 說:
shopping mall
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wannat go to convient store buy drink
woopeekushee 說:
okok
woopeekushee 說:
take care
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will be back what
woopeekushee 說:
ok
woopeekushee 說:
ttyl
woopeekushee 說:
your store must be very near
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2mins walk
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just round the corner ah
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loo
woopeekushee 說:
u there
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..
woopeekushee 說:
can't sleep
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sorry i was on the phone
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it was daphne
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woopeekushee 說:
s' ok watched friends
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?
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what?
woopeekushee 說:
old episodes
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ohoh
Who's this? 說:
ok loh
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u go watchging
woopeekushee 說:
what u doing
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i wanna carry on backing up for a while
woopeekushee 說:
aii okla
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then sher
woopeekushee 說:
i'm wide awake
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i am very tired
woopeekushee 說:
ok
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but got things to do
Who's this? 說:
yeah ttyl loh
woopeekushee 說:
ok ttyl
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take care lah u
Who's this? 說:
byebye
woopeekushee 說:
u too bye