Ever had you in my mind
Wish it be romance
But the true that you’ll never see
I hide it so deep
I’m so tried to play these game
Who find with no end

Ever we both stand in this way
Two heart are the same
But I never catch your emotion
Will you believe in me
I had done all I can did
Now I has no beg

* May the world always full of darkness and no river is green
May the day always be in sadness and no way to be free
I still keep on sail on to the heaven I used to be
Cause when I sleep
That’s a place you’ll Hold me in my dream

Never had the chance to say
How I feel this way
All the pass is the emptiness
Could we just a friend
I don’t want to be alone
In this hopeless world

(Repeat*)

If one day I’ll go away
Will I see you in the end
When my eyes has own the tears
When my heart has broken still
How can I find someone else
I think you should be the best
I’m falling in you so bad
Baby my mind still remain

(Repeat*)

＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝
這是第一首為Victoria寫的歌
在這首歌完成後
短短十天內
我又接連完成了
《Beating emotion》（見「十三年前的今天所寫的歌」）與《Love is nothing but you》

半年後
我還真如歌詞中所說的If one day I’ll go away離開了學校
而經過這麼多年
儘管the world always full of darkness and no river is green
the day always be in sadness and no way to be free
我也還是繼續朝著當年心中的夢想前進
只是
卻已很久沒能夢到她
更別提Hold me in my dream了

夢似乎越來越遙遠
也似乎越來越難實現
但
我還是會繼續朝那個方向前進
直到the end......