Frustrated
Exhausted
Stubborn
Emotional
Weak
Unexpected
Anxious
Hazy
Dizziness
Denial
Groggy
Smothery

Wanna get rid of these kind of feelings, but reality dries me out!!
It's hard and impossible to change one's attitude and mind
but i dunno how long i can stand for it!!
About to break, just wanna have a break

Dun wanna come to the end, but it seems contradict my expectation
Conversation doesn't work, it brings the relationship to the margin
It's tough to communicate under tension, prevention and reservation

I'm sick of everything recently,
feeling lost of my way, my behavior, my attitude.............
Dunno who is reliable

Just wanna hide myself..........
maybe i shdn't perform a role in a BIG BAND
I'm the one out of the circle of trust