Heavy rain outside,
sick leave inside.
Is that the tea and B Chai Jelly made me sick
or the Pung Chai in YLMASS the reason?
May be tired of my mind,
extremely tired,
the request of leave.
Now wondering the appointment with Teacher T
would that be cancelled?
or would that be on schedule?

It’s all up to me,
it’s all up to me.

I got varities of ideas stirring around in my mind,
made me got lost on the main focus these days.
I decided to keep my promise
and made myself a responsible person.
I give and take
and I live here and now.
Any plans and thoughts,
cannot made me to stop my life.

A low energy level life,
which I cannot trigger that;
but I know I need to stick to my heart,
use of self to make my final year bright.

This may be a poem,
or a piece of rubbish;
but this really shows what I am thinking,
like the gloomy air outside.