i’m trying my best to do everything i want but i don’t think it’s work for me. I want it to be mine and i have try my best to do it but i don’t know why in the end it still not working it makes me feel tired very very tired it’s so complicated to understand and i don’t think i need to do more about that because i know it’s useless so now i can just concentrat about my study and try to forget that damn thing.....