I don’t know it would hurt you that much.
I thought it would be good for you to break up,
but it has torn your heart apart,
and it is all my fault.

I fall in love with another man.

I can’t help it.
It is not because that he’s better than you or what.
It is just......
I don’t know, either.

Don’t blame on yourself because it is really all my fault.
You’re a good man, but I’m not.
I should not like another man while being your girlfriend.
But I just did.

I hate myself for this, too.

I hoped to stay with you for ever before,
but now I can not.
And I am really sorry for that.
I am sorry.

Yesterday, when you took the things you gave to me,
I saw you smoking,
and I know you were pretending that you’re fine without me,
and you could do everything that was forbidden by me.
I feel sorry for you, for everything I’ve done to you.
I knew you couldn’t take another pain like this,
but I was crazy about him, and I just said ”Let’s break up” that easily.
I am really sorry.
I mean it.

I missed you, the one who loved me most in the world.
I just missed you.
And for that, maybe I won’t meet
anyone to love me that much in the rest of my life.

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But it is all the past. 但這都是過去式了。
After all, I missed you. 畢竟，我已經錯過了你。
And I’m not gonna miss you anymore. 而我今後也不會再想你。
I cannot do anything for you now. 如今，我已無法為你做什麼。
Therefore, I will pursue my own happiness. 所以，我會追求屬於自己的幸福。
Be happy, and be strong.開心點，你要堅強。