2007-08-24 14:26:40Fiona

Walking Away (to Somebody)

It took me months to write this afterword.
The first day you came visiting this place as ”Somebody”
I knew there would be a day for me to leave.
This is not just a cyber space...
what happened during the past two years,
I put every unique moment of my life here,
sharing the very inner part of me with friends I met online.
However, you weren’t friend of mine.
Your motive was ulterior.
I assumed you are aware of what I am trying to say now.
So many secrets you hide
So many lies you say
So many worries you encomber yourself
Yet, I have no right to accuse you of any bad thing you’ve committed.
This is the point I felt most angry about.
A friend of yours was trying to cover your guilts by blaming me and words I said in this blog.
You dare not to talk to me directly
but stab me in the back by saying things to people I care
So pathetic.
My dear Somebody,
don’t be angry when you read this article
coz this is going to be the last
I give up not because I agree with what you have done.
I leave beacuse I refuse to be your excuse again.
You can enjoy every moment with the person your care
or things you treasure
But I do believe some day justice will be served...
and hope you will finally learn the value of being honest.

11/19/2006 When I was trying to confirm your identity..you’re gone.
01/05/2007 The answer given by a computer engineer revealed your true identity.

My dear Somebody,
you can deny everything you’ve done but God knows who you are.
May your days be happy as you always expect..though your happiness
is built on others’ pain and suffer.

From New York to East Bay is officially closed.

Thank you ”小愛”...your words help clearing things confusing me.
「我一直認為新聞台不過是個單純抒發自己想法心事的地方,喜歡就看,不喜歡就不要看,一樣的文字每個人的解讀也不盡相同,不需要去下太多評論。」
Good points.

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九0年代的知識份子 2008-07-01 18:46:48

我想問一下 ,你第一句的 afterwords 是沒錯吧
還是說是 afterward 之後 。

漫步在雲端 2008-04-19 08:48:22

沒想到這段留言對妳的思緒有一點點鼓勵,我是真的喜歡看妳的文章,不希望妳因為複雜的人心而停下來,也謝謝妳文章帶給我的滿足喔~^_^

啦啦啦:) 2007-12-09 04:14:17

it`s HUMAN NATURE
dont care about so much
CHILDISH

PEACE:)