Still can’t pull myself out from these negative thoughts. I have been thinking what you said to me, trying to put every piece together. But still, it seems to get harder. I am completely lost. Can’t get myself through all these…sometimes I wonder why you have to make things so complicated. I can never be good enough to you. There shouldn’t be right or wrong in love, should it? Your words keep bothering me these days and left me with all those sleepless nights. I have tried to fake it so hard, pretending who we are. You know I have tried…so hard. You said this isn’t gonna work out. Maybe we weren’t meant to be in the very first place. I just can’t accept the truth that you are letting go, giving up so easily. Have it ever come to you? Those happy days we spent together. How come you act like you just don’t care? I wanna know what is inside your heart. Have I ever been loved by you? I can’t believe that our relationship is going to end in this way. Unless you don’t love me no more, I can’t just go away under this circumstance. We should get through all these together, right? Don’t just give me a beautiful beginning and leave without a word. Hope our problems will work out someday. I still wanna stay by your side. Everything will definitely be fine. I do believe.