2006-05-17 15:07:17Fiona

【Manhattan生活雜記】To My Dear Weasel

Who are you? What is real? You got me confused. I was so scared to be hurt. How can such an innocent creature reveal as a devil at last? Stupid game was I, killing softly by your sweet words. You are such a good hunter with those god damn attractive smiles. Fine. It’s enough. I’m gonna spit out everything right now. How my sympathy turned into anger? You better listen clearly. You weasel! Don’t even try to be nice coz I’m already fed up with your lie. Just take off the mask you wear. Let me see what so ugly covered behind. To be honest, you really piss me off! You hear that!!!

This really drives me insane. I know I shouldn’t be so mean. There is no reason for me to be angry. I should be well-mannered and hide what I really feel inside. That’s what adults always do when dealing with lies. I am almost 26 now. How come I still being so immature? I should learn this from you coz you can always fake so easily. Yep, there’s only one way for me to forget everything which is to be acting like an adult, taking everything as granted and never over-reacting. Though I was so upset but still gotta smile. Being though is what I need to survive in this ugly world constructed by fake people like you.