好眼訓但好想講。

我真的好幸福
when i count my blessings,
i know i am so blessed.
而你們都是我所感恩的。

現在的男朋友 ，
i know you’re always by my side, even at those times.
i love your gags which bring me laughter,
i love your care which is needed when i feel so depressed for no reason,
i love your personality which somehow, matches with me.
i love your love for me, i love your everything
(okay, love night’s noon.)
and i love you.
i know its not granted that we could be together, even so many have happened between us.
i thank, cherish, and treasure.

以往的男朋友，especially kwongshek,
i thank you for your care and support even after we broke up.
sometimes, you’re really a good companion and give me comfort.
其他的過去, 雖然我們沒有聯絡沒有交談
變得完全陌生的感覺真的好奇怪,
but yes, things that you all taught me is so significant.
they all contributes to who chiuheiyan is now.

i have good friends, whom i can share my secrets with, play with (though we often cant think of anything to do!). we have different personality but we can get along so well. i love being with you all becuase i am always the real real me in front of you :) i thank God for giving me you all.

i have good parents. (though i hate those times when they scold me or not permitting me to go out at night.)
i have a good sister and grandmother.

i do not have to worry about money.

yes i did have my worries,
but they seem so small when i realise bigger (much bigger) worries and troubles are encountered by people so near around me.
i did feel i am so imcompetent,
i did at times exaggerate my limitations and feel so bad,
i was caught in dilemmas like going to work or play; going abroad or stay (wow it rhymes!), but
indeed they were small problems, werent they?

i dunno why i am typing in english
i am not sure anyone would read my english
but anyway
just typing freely.
i love mypaper.


pix/ i am really proud of that, i love doing things i love to do.