I've had enough of this pathetic past few days. Time to put me in my place.

Point no. 1: You'll never be able to committ to a new relationship, if you don't let her go and move forward.

Point no. 2: You'll never form a healthy relationship, if you keep comparing everyone with her.

Point no. 3: It's all in your head, she's not even that perfect.

Point no. 4: It's not fair to the guy you're dating, he's putting up with all your baggages from the past because he likes you a lot.

Point no. 5: You've got to make a decision, if you want to give him a real chance, forget her. If you can't, let him go you selfish brat.

Point no. 6: You WILL be loved and feel love again. You DESERVE to be happily in love again. You just have to let the past go and stop wondering what ifs.

Point no. 7: Be more patient, understanding - and they don't equate to being weak. You should stand your ground on matters you strongly believe in, but communicate your opinions in a less confrontational way.

I can do this whole grown up thing.