這實在有點歹戲拖棚
可是我實在怒了一個翻天
這新加坡人真的是神經病阿阿阿阿
不過我這麼在意似乎也成了白癡就是...
阿！不管啦
反正我現在就是好怒好怒阿！
前陣子寫完新加坡人傳奇後
就有好多朋友勸我實在應該跟他說清楚講明白
這麼幾句話這樣傳過來傳過去
事情永遠沒完沒了
可是我總是沒那勇氣當面說醜話
猶豫了半天
回家跟嫂嫂商量後
發現更驚人的內幕
原來新加坡人真的沒放棄
家裡早早準備好了聘金還破釜沈舟要在高雄置產get married
全等這不知情的落跑新娘哪天神經拐到斷掉大聲說出YES, I DO!!!!!!
我心裡大挫想說這再不好好解決不行啦
可是我這個俗辣呸實在沒膽量
轉身投向朋友邀約唱K去
酒過三巡心裡的不安開始因為酒精滾動翻騰
一部份是因為他這樣的行為對我來說真的好困擾
另一部份則可能是我自作多情
但我總覺得這樣消耗掉一個成年男子的大好時光心裡真的過意不去
趁著酒意我撥了電話給他
是的
兩年來的第一通
老娘喝得實在有點醉
只記得我不停的跟他說這樣好恐怖我快嚇死
我們根本沒交往可不可以不要再發狂
而且你妹妹天天寫信來罵我
實在不知道我到底招誰惹了誰
再說我個人真的無法忍受singlish對不起
要我們交往真的i’m sorry
請你好好let go或許還能作朋友
他雖然在電話另一頭可是意識似乎存在另個小宇宙
我說了一堆好像充耳未聞
只拼命說我為什麼只能喝醉才願意打給他他好傷心
而且他不知道妹妹寫信來鬧場
一附驚慌失措的樣子直說明天睡醒就去查一查

嘟嘟嘟嘟嘟

林背酒醉中也是會憤怒於是就這樣掛了他電話
幹
你跟你妹妹根本同一人
因為“你妹“隔天寫來的信就完全露了餡
說什麼哥哥今天欲言又止像是有什麼話想問她
媽的逼
我這輩子欲言又止上萬次
怎麼就只有你這麼lucky you一下就給妹妹識破好貼心？！
可是這樣一來事情大條了
當晚的電話像是調情般更是激起他的鬥志
整個人變成白金版的超級賽亞變態人
開始大講他下定決心這輩子再也不變心等到林背一百歲都還是只牽我的手
前天還寫了信跟我說
既然我只能在喝醉後才能說實話才能勇敢
那麼他也要來酗酒
他也要用酒精找自己
靠背
林娘只有逢年過節好啦週末也會喝一下
而且也從來沒有在漂浮著嘔吐物的馬桶裡找到自己過
你他媽現在想用酗酒這苦肉計威脅我嗎！？！？！？！？！？！
老子不是第一天出來混的啦！！！
放馬過來啊！！！！！
下面那篇破碎酗酒文他今晚放來的馬
我怕了
我發現解決這件事情的唯一辦法只有炸了新加坡
嗚
奇摩知識有沒有教人家怎麼製作土製核子彈的啦～～～




Can’t go home yet.. Sis sees me drinking again,,, she’ll nag nag non-stop. so no cannot go home. Night is still young. Now in don’t know what internet café. Don’t care,Want to write. Want to wrie but too drunk for the past few days. Too high. Drink a little but I can write, can login.wanto tell u I’ve sort out my class of monsters. Talk to them .they understandd me & I’ve understood them,all of them.. everyone understand every oone.







timeout, just vomit. . Very painful now .gastric aTTACK AGAIN. Having BREAKTIME now. Rest for a while so i can continue drinkin again later after writing



u’re really right. Beer canreally make make people braver. Talk everything,anything. What ever thing that comes to the mind, do’t have to think, just say them all out. True or false, never mind, doesn’t reallly matter, feel like it just let them alll out. No pressure, no worry, no need to bear any responsibility, just saaay them n lett them all out. Feel so happy. Don’t’ have to care about anything or annybody’s feelingssssssss,,,,, so ggood. Can’t say I remember everything I say. Infact, I can’t really remember what I ‘ve said. The next moring, wake up, wash up, since can’’t remember, it feels good. Can’t sayy alcohol can take away all my pain. I still feel the rush of sharp pain when I bang my shoulder. physical pain is not as painful as what Is inside me now. Physical pain comes n go. U know, just disappeared.The pain inside comes, stay n never go away, never. It’s so painful so torturing. Found alcohol is the best medicine for this kind of internal pain. Really very good. It really contains it, paralysis it until I wake upp. Then comes the hangover. Never like the feeling of hangover previously. Now I like it. I like it. No hangover means I can feel the pain. So having hangover, bring the pain down. Night time go n drink before the full blast of that pain hit me again.



Don’t introduce anyone to me, please. I don’t want. I cannot love anyone anymore. I don’t want to accidentally said some nice words which I don’t mean it to anyone, or sending the wrong message &ended upbecoming like me now. I really don’t want,so quit wanting to introduce me all these nice ladies. I can’t love another person anymore……..they’re all nice people but ii’m bad so don’t mixed around with me. I don’t knoww what,s love, soo don’t come close or near me. I’’ m a freak, I’m a crazy man, I admit I’m whatever anyone says I’m. Don’t tell me who am I’m,. I don’t even know who the hell I””m. I ;ove her only , I,ve loveed her,that’’s all I can say. Iknow I’m Singaporean, I speak singlish, long distance. I know. Idon;t know what I can do but I try, didn’t stop trying, I didn’t stop loving.



I wanta go n drink nowwbecause that internal pain is crawling in again. I




為了營造出酒醉的氛圍而不停打錯字下錯標點符號
但是酒醉還能打這麼一長串廢話也算我服了你
不過這智障以為他在講電話喔？！
還有中場嘔吐休息
我人生真的都會遇上敵一無二的天兵阿