you are to the point.its really diferent.My dad went on me lst night, complaining about the thing i was taking shower to long to waste the water.I was in an awful state that i went back room burried myself in tears.i said to myself”Fine”Im gonna listen some funny movies VCD to make myself better.So, I got the film( it always works!)”waking the ned divine”,Still laugh my ass off.I still can find a tiny fun while even in a bad situation(Actually I was really in BAD shape....too bad , im in a somewhat forks in the road.dont know what to do?!Frankly, there is REALLY too less I can do to make myself better.I was paying last night....In fact, i was kinda blaming HIM why he didnt dispatch a guadian angel to take care of me, left me in panicness or too old and have ear hearing prob or what...Anyway, not in the same boat, but we all have trouble , thats all i can say.