Men believe in the qualities those that i explicitly entail; they know i am who i am and they like who i am. 

But you always see potentials in me that allows me to explore the personal possibilities, to surprise myself with just the thought of expansible horizon. 

You have the life-term love for ocean, that makes me want to immerse in the same scenario and get to know the ocean. However, its a depth-barrier of my claustrophobia that has to be conquered first but gradually. 

The claustrophorbia was born alongside my birth, its only until your encouragement for my discovery scuba, that summer in 2011,  that picked me to confront my phorbia face-to-face for the very first time in life. Maybe i did't need to conquer my claustrophorbic panic at all, if i carried my life the way it was in the past 30 years. But it is great to be handed this opportunity of change in living pattern. 

It is the love that strong enough to kick me into water, to gain friendship with ocean waves; and it is with you  I almost felt i might win over my freedom from this fatal claustrophorbia.