To U:

I really miss the talk we used to have before.
there r many times that I want to call u up, but I give it up.
Because I am afraid. Yah, we should just end it up the relationship this way...that is good for both of us right?
Then, how come I still miss u so much?

How r u lately? Is everything alright?
I just want to say: " Merry Christmas"