Perfect完美(simple plan)

Hey dad look at me 爸，你看著我
Think back and talk to me 仔細回想並告訴我
Did I grow up according to plan? 我的成長之路是否循規蹈矩?
And do you think I'm wasting my time，Doing things I wanna do 你是不是覺得我做自己嚮往的事是浪費時間?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along 你一直以來的否定都是我最大的痛

And now I try hard to make it我現在這麼努力
I just want to make you proud 只想讓你刮目相看
I'm never gonna be good enough for you在你眼裡我永遠都不夠好
I can't pretend that I'm alright假裝順從我做不到

And you can't change me 你改變不了我
Cuz we lost it all 我們失去了一切
Nothing lasts forever 萬事皆有終
I'm sorry I can't be perfect 對不起，我不完美
Now it's just too late現在太晚了
And we can't go back沒有回頭路
I'm sorry I can't be perfect 對不起，我不完美

I try not to think我試著不去想
About the pain I feel inside 內心的痛苦
Did you know you used to be my hero 可知道我曾視你為英雄?
All the days you spent with me 你伴我左右的日子
Now seem so far away 都變得飄渺遙遠
And it feels like you don't care anymore 只覺得你不再關心我了

And now I try hard to make it 我現在這麼努力
I just want to make you proud 只想讓你刮目相看
I'm never gonna be good enough for you在你眼裡我永遠都不夠好
I can't stand another fight我不想再和你打下去了
And nothing's alright 但這還沒結束

Cuz we lost it all我們失去了一切
Nothing lasts forever萬事皆有終
I'm sorry I can't be perfect 對不起，我不完美
Now it's just too late 現在太晚了
And we can't go back 沒有回頭路
I'm sorry I can't be perfect 對不起，我不完美

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said 你說過的話無法改變
Nothing's gonna make this right again 發生的事覆水難收
Please don't turn your back 什麼都不用說了
I can't believe it's hard just to talk to you 真不懂想跟你談談竟會這麼難
But you don't understand (you don't understand) 因為你根本就不會理解
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今晚,11請爺爺戴上耳機,手拿IPAD看著歌詞,聽完這首歌.
爺爺原本以為11在表達自己的心聲,他說:你給我聽這個是在告訴我,你要出去闖,你就去啊!
11說我不是在說我, 我在說我老杯!
爺爺停了一會兒,又說:你也一樣啦!

男人離家之前的幾天,父子倆在家中對於彼此就像空氣一樣!
讓我想到之前公婆的冷戰,總是這樣,可以共處一室但不發一言.(還真是遺傳啊)
幸好離家的前一天下午,男人終於開口跟父親稟告將離家的事.
雖然只是一句話,和一個"好"字的對應.也勉強算是破冰...

我跟33說,爺爺算是贏了吧!雖然沒有如他老人家說的[要道歉],至少妳那豬頭把拔有跟他說話了!
33說,其實是把拔贏了!因為先開口的人~比較在乎對方~