2021-09-24 22:23:57夏寒
How to say good bye
請珍惜身邊的所有人，生命是如此短暫，離別再見都是未知!乾爹的離别有好多的不捨!但他也終於解脱了!結束肉體與精神的折磨!這場風雨下後，期待雨後的彩虹!我將會好想好想他!
在天堂國度裡，又多加了一個人，杰，裕慶哥哥，建富哥哥，國華，司徒，外公外婆，舅公，爸爸，老公和乾爹!天堂裡有許多我想念的人!直到有一天我們再相聚！
How to say good bye!
March 2019 I lost my husband and a group of ladies from next-door were very kind to help and support me through my hard time. That includes my Godmother. Today she lost her husband after over 100 days battle with ongoing health problems from three strokes and midnight emergency calls till nursing facility the last resort. I had my son by my side when I went through funeral arrangements. When this unfamiliar city as now becomes my home. Three important men in my life left one by one. I feel a hole in me will never fill in. My husband's last business partner just lost his dad few weeks ago. Even my dad left almost five years, I still miss him like crazy. These two years my Godpa is just like my dad and I could feel dad's love again. I know I will be missing him so much. The pain again like lost my husband over two years ago. I knew my Godmother must be in thousand pain just like I was. Even my mom is a temple master as Buddha believes after life echo what western believes in. We all will end up in heaven or hell someday and still image of Titanic Rose died in old age in her bed and Jack has waiting to take her with him. Someday that will happen to all of us till we join our love ones in heaven. Last night our cat, TC behaved so strange as I felt like he may have sensed something. Godpa's roommate told my Godmother as my Godpa felt chest pain and Monday my Godmother went to see him and she felt like he is so pale and then he slept. That was a short visit nor normally. He has no one with him when he died there alone. That was 1231 when my Godmother received the call from nursing facility. She did not answer the first one till 4am. We went together to see him the last time. Pay it forward now here is like an official widow village. My mom, my Godmother and I are all in it. Life is too short and keep loving people around you. Godmother always said I am God sent to prepare her for and we all have our cause to fulfill and another life chapter to begin. Not long ago my Godmother's church members just lost her husband after battled for 19 years for his sickness. Cherish what you have and hug your spouse if you still have one and thanks for them loving in your life. Thanks for next-door giving me such great support in the past. It will take time to heal and I am still trying to get there gradually.