2014-04-21 22:49:15小塔

《0421》四號日記─Agoraphobia


 
Agoraphobia
Microcastle
Deerhunter
2008


Cover me, you cover me
Come for me, come for me
You cover me, cover me
Comfort me, comfort me

I had a dream
No longer to be free
I want only to see four walls made of concrete
6 by 6 enclosed
See me on video, oh, oh…

Feed me twice a day
I want to fade away, away

Cover me, cover me
Come for me, come for me
Cover me, cover me
Comfort me, comfort me

And after some time
I know I would go blind
But seeing only binds the vision to the eye

I lose my voice I know
But I’ve nothing left to say
(Nothing left to pray)
No echo in this space


我認識獵鹿人的時候
他們才剛唱完前腳從台灣離開
看著The Wall的「獵鹿票」宣傳網誌空瞪眼
只能期待下次的獵季

聽Deerhunter很像嗑藥
第一次接觸他們時
覺得可比擬聲線較清楚的My Bloody Valentine
或是Cocteau Twins很茫很舒服的效果器音色
這種迷幻夢幻的專輯好適合播一整個晚上

獵鹿人主唱Bradford Cox的樣子很特殊
Marfan Syndrome細細長長的瘦高外貌再適合迷幻不過了
還有誰更恰合演繹這首病態的「懼曠症」呢?
不過Agoraphobia是吉他手Lockett Pundt所作
而錄音版本也是由他唱
這首歌詞真有意思
他的聲音好療癒
各種低落情緒都能被撫平

我接到一位伴有懼曠的恐慌症個案
典型的病理
教科書上一模一樣的症狀
之後療程預計要執行PCT

她今天說
當她身體有異樣感覺時
都聽搖滾樂來分心內在訊息
若是這樣
能把這首歌用作放鬆練習的背景音樂嗎?
希望她能以此不藥而癒