2006/05

前幾天的晚上，

我打電話給Peter  (和Ada在MSN完之後)

雖然我知道我們的之間的對話，

must not more than five sentences

but i still want to call him

only to hear his voice is enough

Ada說我們很無聊，

就講沒幾句也要打電話，

其實無聊的人is me not Peter

他有自己想做的事，

他有自己想的獨立空間，

i can feel he doesn't care about me too much

only me....

sigh....

難道我就不能獨立一點嗎

多找些事情來轉移注意力，

多看一些書來打發時間，

i always want to rely on somebody

i can"t used to live alone

really feel onley, really！