Right, It should be start by saying that why I go to the church persistently. The reason behind is so simple and as same as many ones; because of the experience.

But what exactly the experience is? Maybe it takes ages to type here.
In short, maybe I am somehow a bit crazy that I was always thinking and find the real meaning and reason that I exist here. And now, I feel I found the right track.

It's right that "You can find out if you quest."
And I found that it's warm and happy when you are in the God's bosom.

However I feel odd that people in our fellowship dislike or quest.
They are reluctant to study to Bible. Notwithstanding it is generally agreed that reading books that hardly understandable is so boring, it should still be pleased to quest and comprehend what our God's will.

Hope the God take us back to the track and overcome the ordeal.



Other than that, I want to ask how I can act as a Christian moderately. Since I know part of us really devoted to the God, they seem too tired to reach our God. It should be enjoyable to drill in the Bible however it causes many drawbacks.

I think we need to renew our notion of questing our God.
Hope the God takes us back to the right track.