It has been 20 days since you passed away

I thought I've gotten over on it;

Could give lessons and made students  laugh and joyful

Could discussed the details of the funenal with siblings and friends

Could read my articles on you loudly for pa just sorrow  no tears

But I was wrong

Sitting by the window  in the  bus this afternoon

Light green leaves are peeling from the top and all the end of trees,

Sun shines, wind blowing

My tears falling on cheeks quitely

It's you,

always noticed and admired the beauty of flowers along the road

alway told me which side to sit to avoid the sunburn on the train

always distinguish where the wind comes from at once

And now

You aren't here anymore

But

As you taught me

I noticed the leaves sprouting

I sensed  spring comes

You are everything

You are everywhere