2014/06/13 今年唯一的十三號星期五
早餐後，隨口請妹妹幫我改造耳環，她竟爽快說好，沒幾下就完成了，太開心啦！改用勾子更方便戴，這副耳環已經跟著我七年了，還沒氧化爛掉真是感人。每當有上戰場的心情，就會自然而然戴上誇張耳環，想把心定下來的時候，就特別喜歡聽見金屬在耳邊不斷碰撞的聲音，這副很顯然是定心耳環。狀況好的時候，那些大大小小的簡單圓環一戴就懶得換，雖然被學生取笑像戴鑰匙圈，但那可是我最自信、舒服的時候啊。


等媽弄完老爸的中餐，我們三人去試吃木新路上的《越南小吃》，店名就直接這四個大字，蠻有趣的，三個人都點了牛肉河粉，一大碗美味才賣80元，河粉底下還放了超多綠豆芽的，三個生春卷只賣50元，老闆娘人也太好了吧，賺的錢夠付店租嗎？


晚上妹妹和朋友聚會回家後，要我拿出托特牌幫她排一下關於左右為難的事，我牌一倒出來就在那邊喃喃自語，妹妹以為我是因為看到最上面那張Princess of Disks的關係，其實我根本沒注意到它剛好就在第一張，我是在唸說怎麼會連那兩張說明卡片也一起被倒出來了，以前我通常都把這兩張留在盒子裡的。

妹妹以為我是因為前一天拿出來拍照的關係，才會剛好把它放在最上面，但我前一天只拍了牌盒而已，最後一張照片就是新書糊掉的這張，哇，真的好巧喔，我有一陣子沒用這副牌了，應該是上次拿出來看哪幾張我特別喜歡之類的就收起來了，好吧，冥冥之中註定我要遇見這本書。

直覺式塔羅牌是在北新路上的金石堂買的，陪我逛的是卡爾，這次的書是在中正路上的金石堂買的，陪我逛的是妹妹，兩間新店的金石堂都位於大樓的地下室，都是吃完飯後臨時起意所購買的，老天爺想告訴我什麼？

那人雖可恨，卻是把塔羅牌介紹給我的人，當年那個請我喝西瓜大王西瓜汁的男孩，是曾經為我心動的吧？只是，十幾年後他對我沒感覺了，讓他重新充滿熱情的人出現了，他愛上別人了，他想攜手人生的人不是我，想照顧一輩子的人不是我，想一起建立家庭的人不是我……

我呢？人生至此的我該怎麼辦？Princess of Disks想告訴我什麼？她權杖上的鑽石在下方閃閃發亮，身後的枯樹樹根依然生氣盎然，手上的玫瑰圓盤象徵復活、重生……要踏實地過好每一天，會的，一切都會越來越好，你不會有自己的孩子，可是你會脫胎換骨，就好像你重新誕生在這個世界一樣，你會清楚知道自己的天命，不枉此生。


The Princess of Disks
This card is one with a great deal of hidden strength and power within it, which promises new growth, big changes and new beginnings, accompanied by the inner reserves to make the best of those influences.

A day ruled by this Princess is one on which financial matters will usually work well, and where you may quite possibly receive good news regarding money and wealth. Pay special attention to ideas you have during a day like this, and be prepared to think them through and act on them as soon as the time is right.

Keep firmly in touch with everyday life, but listen for the whispers of intuition which are sparked by part of the Princess's inner power. This is a day to be well-earthed, but to walk with your head among the stars.

The Princess of Disks has a hidden title - the rose of the Palace of Earth. And here we find the deepest spiritual aspects of her influence. The Palace of Earth is the planet, and the rose is connected symbolically to the rosa mundi, the Rose of the World - a symbol of resurrection and eternal life.

Thus this card touches upon the most important issues about being in love with life - its creation, its experience, its excitement and promise of fulfillment. When we are able to enjoy each passing minute of our lives, we put ourselves in touch with the mighty and empowering forces of love which flow through the Cosmos at all times. We become more deeply aware of the creative force of the goddess, and more in touch with our own inner vitality and life force.

Affirmation: I now welcome fresh growth and renewal into my life.

出處: http://www.angelpaths.com