2012-02-03 14:46:12老鼠人
老娘傷得起，快樂地向前走
關於圖片：2009年初妹妹陪我去買的專輯
是不是忘記我大腦內鍵防爆裝置？
妹妹之前跟我分享說，固定宮的人在感情上需要徹底死過一次才能重生，我很慶幸已經死得如此徹底過，媽呀，我的太陽、上昇、月亮、金星、水星、木星、火星全是固定宮的，難怪我會堅持到這種全盤皆輸的地步，真的，雖然害怕再度受傷，但其實我以後再傷心都死不了了。
帶著傷心的我，早不是青春少女，手上沒有可以讓人覬覦的東西，一把年紀也沒闖出什麼名堂，狼狽至此，若看上我，只好讚賞他慧眼獨具，看得見我潛藏的內在力量和一起共創幸福的無限可能，若看不上我也很正常啊，天龍人和只愛海咪咪的豬頭三確實比比皆是，無論如何，我都不會因此自抬身價或貶低自己，我的價值怎麼會是由一個男人或幾個男人來定義？我是個有思想、有七情六欲、活生生的人，是個還在形塑自己生命樣貌和創造生命價值的獨立個體，又不是人肉市場裡的過期商品，想貼我什麼標籤無所謂，只有壓進我心裡的才算數，而會不會壓進我心裡完全取決於我，「自以為是教」的忠貞信徒是不會輕易改變初衷的，我自我感覺良好得很吶。
層層覆蓋的情緒不知道還會來來回回探頭幾遍，坦然如實接受它們從我身上踩踏而過，我很清楚人生不會因此完蛋，人認得黑暗是因為見過光明了，不管接下來會遇到什麼人或什麼事，我都會繼續前進，向著光明，受傷當然還是會痛，但現在我傷得起了。
買這張專輯已經三年，在寒冷的冬日裡，妹妹專程陪我去院子買的，一直想一個人住的她，近來改變了想法，但還是很愛大姐我，我好幸運，家人朋友都那麼愛我，謝謝你們對我不離不棄。
這MV比起Open Your Eyes刺眼多了，就那一秒鐘的前進、闖越畫面不斷重覆，雖然幾番編輯改變呈現風貌，仍不脫死命重覆的基調，是不是很像人生中的鬼打牆？我經常都在鬼打牆。
我們快樂地向前走 – Cia Cia 何欣穗
Eventually, we die.
Everybody dies, sooner or later....
Just as we're slowly approaching the end of the road,
Let's keep going, happily...
(A little something for myself on my 40th birthday)
終究，我們死亡。
每個人都要死，遲早…
正當我們慢慢朝路的盡頭邁進，
讓我們快樂地向前走…
(一個送給自己四十歲生日的小小禮物)
Say you don't pack your bag and run
Why don't you take this pill and go to the party with me?
Hey you, Mr. son of a gun
You'd better pack your bag and get out of here, make it easier(prettier)
Hello, goodbye, to live or die, am I not a child?
我們快樂地向前走
I am alright but truths & lies have been redefined
我們快樂地向前走
The day you come home safe and sound
I'll probably say that, “Would you care for a coffee or tea?”
“Thank you, after all what I've done,” you say
Then someday you would do it again, I'll be ready
Hello, goodbye, to dream or fight, you are not a child
我們快樂地向前走
Well, I'm alright but truths & lies have been redefined
我們快樂地向前走
I was 25, then 35, to be 45,
我們快樂地向前走
Hello, goodbye, to live or die 'till the end of time
我們快樂地向前走
I was 25, then 35, to be 45, and then 55, maybe 65, maybe 85, even 95 or ninety-nine,
I was 25, then 35, to be 45, and then 55, maybe 65, even 85, and
DIE....
Eventually, we die.
Everybody dies, sooner or later....
Just as we're slowly approaching the end of the road,
Let's keep going, happily...
(A little something for myself on my 40th birthday)
終究，我們死亡。
每個人都要死，遲早…
正當我們慢慢朝路的盡頭邁進，
讓我們快樂地向前走…
(一個送給自己四十歲生日的小小禮物)
Say you don't pack your bag and run
Why don't you take this pill and go to the party with me?
Hey you, Mr. son of a gun
You'd better pack your bag and get out of here, make it easier(prettier)
Hello, goodbye, to live or die, am I not a child?
我們快樂地向前走
I am alright but truths & lies have been redefined
我們快樂地向前走
The day you come home safe and sound
I'll probably say that, “Would you care for a coffee or tea?”
“Thank you, after all what I've done,” you say
Then someday you would do it again, I'll be ready
Hello, goodbye, to dream or fight, you are not a child
我們快樂地向前走
Well, I'm alright but truths & lies have been redefined
我們快樂地向前走
I was 25, then 35, to be 45,
我們快樂地向前走
Hello, goodbye, to live or die 'till the end of time
我們快樂地向前走
I was 25, then 35, to be 45, and then 55, maybe 65, maybe 85, even 95 or ninety-nine,
I was 25, then 35, to be 45, and then 55, maybe 65, even 85, and
DIE....