2012-01-21 23:02:06老鼠人
願38夠三八
轉眼間就要滿38歲了，真快，這一年過得特別快。感謝陪伴我吃喝玩樂的大小朋友們，感謝現實中和網路上滋養我靈魂的好朋友和陌生人。
恐懼的來源是基於過去的未來想像，然而，過去已經過去，未來尚未來，過去和未來都一樣虛幻，真實的只有此刻當下。要好好地吃、好好地睡，繼續聽愛聽的、看愛看的，有人分享很好，自得其樂也很好。接受無法改變的，努力可以被改變的，在每個當下安住。
死德性會懶懶地過日子，但期許38歲有更多生活的熱情。這輩子一直都活在舒適圈裡，不喜歡冒險、不喜歡為難，喜歡輕鬆、喜歡自在，但也許走出了舒適圈才真的海闊天空，希望展翅的時候還飛得起來。
Aquarius – Regina Spektor
Dear someone listening in the shadows
I only talk to you sometimes
And though I ask for help in riddles
It is clearer in my mind
Clearer in my mind
Born of a sign that carries vessels
But in a month that's cold as ice
I know I question things too quickly
But I have never questioned if I've loved
Dear someone watching from the shadows
I'm clenching water in my fists
The drops, they slip right through my fingers
But there's water on my lips
Water on my lips
Born of a sign that carries vessels
But in a month that brings just ice
I know I question things too quickly
But I've never wondered if I've loved
Dear someone watching from the shadows
You've seen me lose all the water from my hands
I'm not a skillful water carrier
But the raindrops keep falling on my head
Falling on my head
Born of a sign that carries water
But in a month that brings just ice
I'm not a skillful water carrier
But I've learned to carry love
Learned to carry love...
Dear someone listening in the shadows
I only talk to you sometimes
And though I ask for help in riddles
It is clearer in my mind
Clearer in my mind
Born of a sign that carries vessels
But in a month that's cold as ice
I know I question things too quickly
But I have never questioned if I've loved
Dear someone watching from the shadows
I'm clenching water in my fists
The drops, they slip right through my fingers
But there's water on my lips
Water on my lips
Born of a sign that carries vessels
But in a month that brings just ice
I know I question things too quickly
But I've never wondered if I've loved
Dear someone watching from the shadows
You've seen me lose all the water from my hands
I'm not a skillful water carrier
But the raindrops keep falling on my head
Falling on my head
Born of a sign that carries water
But in a month that brings just ice
I'm not a skillful water carrier
But I've learned to carry love
Learned to carry love...