Shall I admit this to me

Maybe I've never walked into your tiny dark world with my poor footsteps

If I can lift up my hands

Waving goodbye to the past that you've sincerely torn apart

I will try to smile with my broken lips

And struggle all the way to reach the other end of the sea

What a pity that my hands are locked down deep in the ground with two bags of cheese

You can't blame me

For drowning in you blindly while I'm already wide awake in the frosty morning

Whispering your cruelty to the wind

"You and me" is just a smoky illusion in the messy and merry city

And I knocked on the deep brown door with all my mercy

You dissolved into a glass of thirsty

Breaking pieces reflect my aimless eyes and cut my finger with all god damn good will

Who are you

Standing there holding my knot like you're just an innocent kid

Why are you still smiling at me so sweetly

Don't you know I'm just a corpse with bloody warm teeth

Would you ever tell me kindly

How to kill somebody with an absent sorry?