2010-12-04 14:37:03I'm in BLUE
Like i'm suffering
every hour, every day
isn't nature denied?
in a world where it rains
you're the sun in the sky
but i can't bear to see you
'cos i can't bear the pain
and i can't heal the wounds
'cos i still can't explain
why i feel like an alien
not part of the human race
when my heart wants to burst
at the sight of your face
i feel like i'm suffering
from a beautiful disease
when your sad pretty smile
brings me down to my knees
such a simple thing
it should be such a simple thing
you can call me confused
all that i can confess
is i can't come to terms
settle for something less
will i feel this emotion
till the day that i die?
and go to my grave
still wondering why
i feel like an alien...
isn't nature denied?
in a world where it rains
you're the sun in the sky
but i can't bear to see you
'cos i can't bear the pain
and i can't heal the wounds
'cos i still can't explain
why i feel like an alien
not part of the human race
when my heart wants to burst
at the sight of your face
i feel like i'm suffering
from a beautiful disease
when your sad pretty smile
brings me down to my knees
such a simple thing
it should be such a simple thing
you can call me confused
all that i can confess
is i can't come to terms
settle for something less
will i feel this emotion
till the day that i die?
and go to my grave
still wondering why
i feel like an alien...
其實我覺得放這張圖片有那麼一點聳動，但我還是放了。其中一個原因是我也找不到更好的 alien 圖片！
擺在心底的事情就是這樣放在心裡，寧願有所保留只因為那是曾經發生過的，用力拉住過的。
這種完全佔有慾讓我自己好難接受，沒有一個人不需要自己的空間，只是大家都不願意接受「需要空間」的這種說法？至少幼稚的人不是，至少現在幼稚的我不是...。
我是天生的復仇者，我不願受到任何一點我覺得不公平的對待。我遇見一個人也渴望愈見一個人，能控制我乎近乎遠的心，能讓我放下自己的身段為了這個人，毫無畏懼的奉獻，為我所愛、為他所愛。可終究這種人此生若遇見了，則遇見就好，刻骨銘心的感情，回憶裡記念就已經夠滿足，要和自己長廂廝守的是那一個不讓自己煩心，沒有太大的風波，平平穩穩即是幸福，希望所有的動盪不安，都在這個牽手出現時得到保護。
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