this saturday....nothing special...

no cell phone for me! and no msn for me!

now is 11:40pm

open the cell phone..13 missed call...

chun, coffee, jiao jiao, amy, sein...

...4 from china...my friends still call me.

so move...im glad i have some friends that is so nice and kind!

they will never leave me alone...though im far away from them...

they still remember me! and find me when im alone...when im upset...

today i cried again...because i felt so sad abt friendship...

somebody reminded me i had to make more friends and improved my english

so i decided to join the track...but...my mom just keep saying that is helpless for my english..

she thinks i need to foucs on my toefl...

and she didnt ask me anything abt my school and my feeling..

i was so upset this sevenal day...

it seems like she doesnt care, does she?!

cry...and cry ..

that is what i can do...and what i will do...

i have no chance...

this is a difficult life for me..

cant stand anymore...