a wise guy says to let go of your desire then you will be free.
Is that right?
Desire of things that out of reach is a torture indeed.
Yet,its good to have desires in some way so that your heart still has room for butterflies,or that you still believe in beautiful things and beautiful minds even when you can not be part of them.
In real life,i have no problem cutting down the expenses,
living a low-maintenance life,
have no addiction of any kind and no desire for luxuries,
but, the desire of loving someone and being loved back
is not possible to let go.
Not yet.
I used to believe if that person exists
then he will show up by my door eventually.
so i waited and waited and waited
till the reality finally hit me hard and made me realized
that i must be placed in a very long waiting list.
So here i am, standing alone
and not afraid of desiring something i truly long for.
Maybe ill gain nothing but what can i possilbly lose?
just being able to keep the butterflies alive,
is a wonderful thing.