On the way to AU,I thought evey words that my families told me.
My turing point of my life will depend on my decision.
That's the thing I must do in the rest of a year n half
Otherwise I may stay longer than a year n half

I met Sophine,we talk about the relationship
I met Nina,we also talk about the relationship.

No doubt,my thought is quite Negative.
My dad's experience a sample.
But.I must reckon my relationship very carefully.
Make sure that's what I should do n wont regret it in the future.
It must be a good reason n be analysied well.

On my nature,it seems I'm a mean guy n I belive I may regret that in few years.
But I'm not so sure if I losing her,will I regret that?
Just like I hate UQ so much I'm in it n wanna go bk when I'm not a part of it.
It's a complicate mind.
I can not say it's the best idea but that's idea that I can think.

Or it's not so serious to break up.
Or I just need to learn to let it go.

At the moment,
the for sure thing is improving is damn necessary n if I dun do it now I absolutely will regret it!!