2002-07-09 06:20:26射手女孩
Letter for Ref
昨天 好不容易見了面
已經有將近8天沒見面了
連他剪了頭髮我都不知道
而今天 等見到面都已經快9點了
走道breez mall也都9點半
許多餐廳也都即將停止上菜了
等坐下來開始吃時 了一些有的沒的
原本很累的心
漸漸的又興奮了起來
開始覺得聊的蠻快樂的
講到大陸
他說許多大陸女生
just want to merry a guy with money
他說他去大陸時 很多女生so aggressive
還說要跟他回家住
他說 如果之右抹個人跟你在一起是為了其他東西而不是因為你這個人的話
那是件很遭的事
我說有時也許看不出來
他說對 那就必須慢慢了解才會知道
突然 有總感覺
他是否 也在想 我會不會是為了他其他的條件而喜歡他
呵 難道他不知道我原本是抱著嫁給窮困的藝術家的念頭嗎
唉 有時想想 跟他 不知道是不是因為現在還沒在一起的關係
所以還有許多新鮮感
但不知道他的其他方面
會是怎麼樣 合不合
昨晚 寫了一封信給他
也許 又是自己在甩孩子氣
但 到現在還是覺得
應該把這些話講出來
不管自己在他面前看起來有多幼稚
那就是我
看他會怎麼回吧
現在想想 還是覺得很不高興
他這樣的"觀察"我
也許 等8月到了之後
突然的出現someone else
他就會後悔 當初沒有好好把握這麼好的女孩
在他的世界裡 很難找到像我這樣好的女孩吧
Ref,
You keep makeing fun of me about the "small thing" I was upset about u last time.
but seems like you still don't understand why I would be upset about this"little thing"
it doesn't really about the train or the "traffic light" or whatever,it's about the feeling ah.you said we are more than friends.and we both know we have some feeling to each other.
If I like this person,I'll try to spend more time with him,and want to see him or talk to him as much as I can.
but the way you are showing,make me feel you are not really keen to know me or spend time with me, so that you would run away right after you saw the train coming.and so that we would only meet once a week and not even talk much on the phone during the week.
sometimes I get confused,I don't know if you really want to build up the relationship with me or you just need someone to spend time with,you might think it's quite unfair for me to say this,but I'm telling you what I really have in mind.you make me feel that way sometimes.
I feel our relationship not making much progress,or just too slow.
maybe that is your way to have relationship with someone,but we haven't really being together,girls need attention,you can't just let the girl wait there and go busy your work,don't you afraid other aggressive guy will pick up on me?
I'm writing you this long letter, not mean to push you or give you any pressure.I just explain why I would be upset about the train thing,I wish you can understand and have more "consideration" for the "small little things" in life,it actually matter a lot to us girls,especially we chinese girls who are so used to being"looked after" by the men.
do u have any idea what I'm talking about?
Ariel
已經有將近8天沒見面了
連他剪了頭髮我都不知道
而今天 等見到面都已經快9點了
走道breez mall也都9點半
許多餐廳也都即將停止上菜了
等坐下來開始吃時 了一些有的沒的
原本很累的心
漸漸的又興奮了起來
開始覺得聊的蠻快樂的
講到大陸
他說許多大陸女生
just want to merry a guy with money
他說他去大陸時 很多女生so aggressive
還說要跟他回家住
他說 如果之右抹個人跟你在一起是為了其他東西而不是因為你這個人的話
那是件很遭的事
我說有時也許看不出來
他說對 那就必須慢慢了解才會知道
突然 有總感覺
他是否 也在想 我會不會是為了他其他的條件而喜歡他
呵 難道他不知道我原本是抱著嫁給窮困的藝術家的念頭嗎
唉 有時想想 跟他 不知道是不是因為現在還沒在一起的關係
所以還有許多新鮮感
但不知道他的其他方面
會是怎麼樣 合不合
昨晚 寫了一封信給他
也許 又是自己在甩孩子氣
但 到現在還是覺得
應該把這些話講出來
不管自己在他面前看起來有多幼稚
那就是我
看他會怎麼回吧
現在想想 還是覺得很不高興
他這樣的"觀察"我
也許 等8月到了之後
突然的出現someone else
他就會後悔 當初沒有好好把握這麼好的女孩
在他的世界裡 很難找到像我這樣好的女孩吧
Ref,
You keep makeing fun of me about the "small thing" I was upset about u last time.
but seems like you still don't understand why I would be upset about this"little thing"
it doesn't really about the train or the "traffic light" or whatever,it's about the feeling ah.you said we are more than friends.and we both know we have some feeling to each other.
If I like this person,I'll try to spend more time with him,and want to see him or talk to him as much as I can.
but the way you are showing,make me feel you are not really keen to know me or spend time with me, so that you would run away right after you saw the train coming.and so that we would only meet once a week and not even talk much on the phone during the week.
sometimes I get confused,I don't know if you really want to build up the relationship with me or you just need someone to spend time with,you might think it's quite unfair for me to say this,but I'm telling you what I really have in mind.you make me feel that way sometimes.
I feel our relationship not making much progress,or just too slow.
maybe that is your way to have relationship with someone,but we haven't really being together,girls need attention,you can't just let the girl wait there and go busy your work,don't you afraid other aggressive guy will pick up on me?
I'm writing you this long letter, not mean to push you or give you any pressure.I just explain why I would be upset about the train thing,I wish you can understand and have more "consideration" for the "small little things" in life,it actually matter a lot to us girls,especially we chinese girls who are so used to being"looked after" by the men.
do u have any idea what I'm talking about?
Ariel