Monday, December 05, 2005 --- 4:11pm


I cried during chemistry class and after school. I am glad that not many people had seen me cried. I tried to comtrol myself, but I guess after failed social test, I cannot handle it anymore.

It is not stress, just upset. I studied like 1~2 hours or more,yet nothing got along with that. Usually, I do not studied for any of the unit tests or quizes. After Gr.11 year started, I studied and oh damn it, it is worse than before. I want to swear again. I think my expectation push me to the oppsite end of my goal...... normal very normal......

I am probably going to fail math test too. I DO NOT UNDERSTAND WHAT GOT INTO ME. THE TESTS ARE SO THE DAMN EASY.


借口只是逃避的理由！
謝謝你讓我清醒！