2010-03-17 19:41:40maureen

day #120: 不公平



it always ends up to one thing love,

cheaters
oh god, I hate it when people are just so GRRR 
why can't we all study by ourselves

then again, it might be my own fault
but I studied my ass off so I don't understand why... ): 

there are times like this where I placed my hopes too high
and they all fall like crazy and so I feel horrible and hopeless and 
well,
like a failure.

one of those alice in wonderland things where you feel like you're falling into a deep ginormous hole that is never going to end. 

well, I'm falling into that hole- 

and for those who help the others to cheat
and the entire bloody taiwanese gang listen to this

in the future
NO ONE'S going to help you cheat
and then, 
who will get the last laugh?
me

so until then
it doesn't matter
if I score really bad on my tests

what matters is that 

you can't always cheat your way through life (: 
and when you can't cheat anymore
that's when you're standing there, naked. 
with nothing, 

and that's when people like me will at least,
be better off than you.

so there- 

and for the people that help your friends cheat
well,
SCREW YOU
you know what? 
FFFFFFEOURMNV(*#U$MNV*((Y%*(#V SCREW YOU. 

you're no better off.
what kind of a friend are you?

yes you just killed your friend's future
I hope all of you still have brains. 
because your friends are not going to follow around where ever you go
oh, and you know what? 

sometimes you just have to screw your friends over. 

I think Mr. Pearlz said that line, 
well guess what.

I've had it, 

copying homework, doing last minute homework (because I do mine), cheating, lying
fudgeee 

fudgesicles damnit.
I don't want to be friends with cheaters, how can you still talk to me
when you know that I
study my ass off for work
and you just copy off others?

D:  


sadface.
I think I'm losing it,
I feel like swearing - god I have sinned. terribly. 

): 

it's not worth it, 


besides the math class incident,
everything else was okay- 

I pinched taylor mali today!
but I don't think he realized because I didn't pinch hard enough
D: 

but english was fun. 
studyhall was productive
chinese was just- boring.
I am going to get a 100% on 聽寫 to make up for the STUPID MATH TEST

OIEJRB ()U%(VU#(U (

I WANT TO SWEAR D8 

or scream my head off








I wonder if I ever cross your mind, 
do you think about me?




I need to know - 
frances 2010-03-18 00:34:51

hahah was he not wearing green today?? XD didn't notice.
i know exactly how you feel. horrible people, huh?? they're not worth to think about at all, and know that all hard work pays off. :D
just think, you'll be the one laughing at them soon, after the final exams :) cause how are they gonna cheat without being caught during the exams?

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:)

btw people cheated for math during Semester 1 exams

so yes they have a way D:

we'll never win
the only way we win is
30000 years down the road

TT
2010-03-18 21:52:31
小青 2010-03-17 21:54:45

hahahs its okay maureen
its just one test, u will do well next time (: eventhough god loves me, he loves you too, just a little less than me MUAHAHS (jkjk) ignore them :p

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LOL

god loves everyone the same :)
the rest of the world loves you more though,
2010-03-18 21:51:35
A M A N D A ™ 2010-03-17 20:12:34

haha.
when people are so grrrr.

(Y)

:D and yes i think about you!

LOL

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:)

I think about you too so,
2010-03-18 21:50:52