交給祂
上帝，在這個時候我除了堅持、捍衛自己的選擇，
1. 回家及出門前巡一巡
2. 請熊每天看一看，給我回覆
我還可以做些什麼？
1.為她禱告
Dear Lord
I am an idea from your infinite mind, which is coming to be perfect, which isn't perfect yet. However, Lord, if you have any wills that you want me to carry out, you will let me know.
I am not perfect and wise enough to handle this problem, because it is your work and your wish. And you have your own paln about it which I don't really understand. So Lord, I will do what I can do now and leave the work to you. But I'll be ready whenever you have command of me.
心情真差，二阿姨又來了！我飆了媽一頓，我不知道有沒有人可以了解我這種心情。我不想當壞人，但是只要有道理，我也不怕當壞人！不過飆的對象卻是我媽，我會覺得很矛盾。
進入那個只有我自己和平的世界。
我的立場是什麼？我希望她有自己獨立的生活，如此一來，我會尊重她，和她和平互動。不是這般不受歡迎的不請自來。
這是我的家，我有選擇我的生活方式的權利，這個生活裡頭，不包括她。這是我可以決定的事，決定了就不要後悔。我祝福她，但是我不歡迎現在這樣的她。