對不起讓大家擔心了＠＠
總之，這是我快受不了時寫出來的，我還好好活著喔！（揮手）

總覺得想說出來、想寫出來，不然一直憋在心裡難受，所以任性地PO出來了（汗）

對不起大家，台長就是個本質陰暗的人Orz

花豹　使勁急速奔馳　是為了追捕獵物填飽肚子
雁鳥　群聚飛翔遷徙　是為了繁衍哺育下一代
牠們的存在與作為　不是為了讓別人欣賞
而是天賦自然的自求生存　是基因裡的使命與天職　
何時何處　該做何事　牠們無須旁人指使　
人類　不也該是如此
喝水　吃東西　休息　睡覺　甚至　看風景　玩遊戲　求偶　談感情　做愛...
都會是讓人”自然而然”停下腳步的理由原因
重點是　別牽強　別逞強　就讓一切的發生自然而然
別在乎別人的眼光　別為了做給別人看
認定自己所要作的事　是為了自己　而非為了別人
祝你　能自救脫離困境
祝你　平安　順心

sigh...i have no idea why my msg in simplified chinese turns out to be such a mess $%^& anyway, i am a little bit worried about u. seems u r under pressure and can not get rid of it. Why not just have a little hope, whatever it is, like just wishing to see the beautiful sunshine. Rather than pushing urself too much, be ur own friend. I love tsuyoshi san, that is why I have found ur blog. I often have the same feeling as u, and I am also suffering, struggling.For the last few months, I am thinking a lot about my own life, and even suicide. But now, I have realized that keeping a little hope in the heart which can make one warm, and support one to face all the unhappy things is enough for me. I knew what tsuyoshi went through before, and how he overcome those days, and now he is really a wisdom. I believe one day, I will be such a wisdom as he is~ though I am a girl ^.^ Hope u can feel the same thing, be ur own friend, treat urself like a lover not a killer：）

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祈願一切平安