我變了嗎?

被別人說我變了

她說以前的我很溫柔 很單純

但是現在都不是了

我把保護自己當作第一 為了保護自己講話傷人 只差沒出手打人

我記得我以前的網誌曾經說過 我出社會後

我不知道我的執著 我不知道我的直接跟單純能堅持多久

但現在看來 短短一年....消耗殆盡....





現實逼著我變 生活逼著我變 ....

也許這是理由 但怎麼聽來都是牽強

想要過怎樣的生活 自己可以決定不是嗎?


半夜兩點 難過的醒來 又哭著睡去

我到底給了自己怎樣的生活




酒精催化下 我意識開始模糊了

但是那股很悶很痛的感覺卻還很有活力的啃食自己的靈魂









Bring me to life讓我重生- Evanescence伊凡塞斯


How can you see into my eyes like open doors?

Leading you down into my core

Where Ive become so numb

Without a soul

My spirit’s sleeping somewhere cold

Until you find it there and lead it back home



[wake me up] Wake me up inside

[I cant wake up] Wake me up inside

[Save me] Call my name and save me from the dark

[Wake me up] Bid my blood to run

[I cant wake up] Before I come undone

[Save me] Save me from the nothing Ive become

{Bring me to life}



Now that I know what Im without

You cant just leave me

Breathe into me and make me real

Bring me To life




[Ive been living a lie..Theres nothing inside]
Bring me to life



Frozen inside without your touch

Without your love, darling

Only you are the life among the dead

[All of this I, I cant believe I couldnt see

Kept in the dark, but you were there in front of me]

Ive been sleeping a thousand years it seems

Got to open my eyes to everything

Without a thought, without a voice, without a soul

{Dont let me die here}(It must be something wrong)

Bring me to life


[Ive been living a lie.. Theres nothing inside]{Bring Me To Life}

Bring me to life