2004-10-01 20:47:39cky_SaRa

好心分手~*

trw就會係我最後一次o既scholarship class lu~今次o既決定又可以話係下得快,又可以話下得慢,可以話係拖o左幾個月,又可以話係一個星期之內o既決定!
anyway我都覺得係"難捱就無謂再拖"e句用係mug上面都可以好口岩用!
我都唔知e個決定係唔係真係好,不過我都唔會再諗,因為trw之後都冇得再諗~

唔知係唔係我d性格o既問題呢?次次都係咁,f.4 o個時搞service係咁,做st.john又係咁,我諗有好多o野如果唔係no choice我都會係咁~我諗我都係o個d打三個月工又辭職gei 人o黎,好彩冇mug惡習,如果唔係下半生都可能要借債渡日u~

或者我係真真正正o既"無腳雀仔"~

不過我都係係度逃避緊一d o野,我驚我再玩落去會變成唔鍾意跳舞. 所以都係走o既時候~要我知道自己唔得同明白自己唔得,後者絕對唔係問題,但前者我就唔敢講
好似<花樣中年個子淇咁,段感情遲早冇,我都寧願去避,希望可以拖得就拖,到真係避唔到先算~咁係好定唔好lei?我都希望有d o野藏係心裡面可以歷久常新!

我真係好驚自己會有一日唔鍾意跳舞(其實唔係唔鍾意,係太累,累到想放棄)

anyway~!

我今日買o左新鞋,原來o個隻款叫superstar~
haha