2005-05-09 09:40:27Louishakespeare
shooting lesson 050705
(mail to the director)
many thx for sending me the email.
I enjoyed a lot for yesterday's shooting. Everything was fine.
What made you think of my depressed attitude was due to my unsatisfation on acting performance. I have kept thinking if I'm qualified and how could I improve my everything. For my major is theater, those stuff has been stirring on my mind. I couldn't be what Arisa said "I'm outgoing person", when you asked her to act unfamiliar with Thomas (the intro part.) In my viewpoint, I am not Pei but act Pei role. I wouldn't confuse and try my utmost to distinguish through by means of acting strategies.
Thus, I was burn out not merely physical but mental part. Nevertheless, I told myself I should go ahead to accomplish as well as challenge myself. It's about working morality.
I guess I'm still learning how to be a mature professionist.
what's more, the time of train stop also made me nervous. W/o transportation restriction, I think I would be more concentrated.
Hope you get all you want yestersday and go smoothly in the near future.
hug
Louisa
p.s
050705 Saturday
pm 1:30~11:30 10 hrs
being the Pei role instead of working behind the scene as technician
need practice like reading/memorizing the lines
am I the actress who need exact ideas?
do I really think?
shooting process is repetition, and how could I maintain and even do better rather than being a machine w/o passion.
shooting a scene with diverse angels
shooting more in terms of security
a scene taking long long time
time-consuming job
interpersonal relationship individually, group (actors vs technician vs director)
interpeersoanl relationship in terms of good-looking, sens of humor.
many thx for sending me the email.
I enjoyed a lot for yesterday's shooting. Everything was fine.
What made you think of my depressed attitude was due to my unsatisfation on acting performance. I have kept thinking if I'm qualified and how could I improve my everything. For my major is theater, those stuff has been stirring on my mind. I couldn't be what Arisa said "I'm outgoing person", when you asked her to act unfamiliar with Thomas (the intro part.) In my viewpoint, I am not Pei but act Pei role. I wouldn't confuse and try my utmost to distinguish through by means of acting strategies.
Thus, I was burn out not merely physical but mental part. Nevertheless, I told myself I should go ahead to accomplish as well as challenge myself. It's about working morality.
I guess I'm still learning how to be a mature professionist.
what's more, the time of train stop also made me nervous. W/o transportation restriction, I think I would be more concentrated.
Hope you get all you want yestersday and go smoothly in the near future.
hug
Louisa
p.s
050705 Saturday
pm 1:30~11:30 10 hrs
being the Pei role instead of working behind the scene as technician
need practice like reading/memorizing the lines
am I the actress who need exact ideas?
do I really think?
shooting process is repetition, and how could I maintain and even do better rather than being a machine w/o passion.
shooting a scene with diverse angels
shooting more in terms of security
a scene taking long long time
time-consuming job
interpersonal relationship individually, group (actors vs technician vs director)
interpeersoanl relationship in terms of good-looking, sens of humor.