Hard→Bad→Better
Hard Times / Amy Grant
I smile when I remember
All the things we did
The worlds we discovered when I was a kid
Sitting on your shoulders
I was riding high
All of life before me
I could see for miles
You gave me a life to love
And showed me the dreams I was dreaming of
Told me love was enough
When hard times come
Hard times come
Hard times come for everyone
Hard times come
Hard times come
And they’ll come till were done
Lately I’ve been standing
On my own two feet
There’s a pair of watchful eyes
Staring up at me
I will turn them toward the sunrise
Turn them toward the stars
Where the beauty of a new day will always fill the heart
And give you a life to love
And show you the dreams you’re dreaming of
Just let love be enough
How can you measure what you’re made of?
How can you galvanize the love?
Cuz hard times come
They come
Hard times come to everyone
Hard times come
Hard times come
And they’ll come till were done
我今天沒有想睡覺的fu！
即便醫生叮囑我要早睡早起,我也懶得管了.
如果空有健壯如牛的體魄,卻把思緒都放空了,那種行屍走肉般地dullness我不喜歡.
我不想只是一隻活地很長命的無頭蒼蠅,
當燃燒一瞬間的螢火蟲或許更有存在感的意義.
現在外面下著雨,
下雨的聲音是一種思念的聲音.
我聽著聽著也開始靡靡起來......
幾個小時前才說靡靡之音是兜在過去的記憶畫面
現在我卻頹廢了起來.
開始在角落畫起圈圈........
Bad Day
/ Daniel Powter壞天氣 / 丹尼爾
Where is the moment we needed the most當你最需要好運的時候 它在哪裡?
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
你無耐地踢起了地上的落葉 所有的魔力都消失了
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey他們告訴我 你蔚藍的天空漸漸變灰
They tell me your passion's gone away他們告訴我 你熱情的抱負漸漸冷淡
And I don't need no carryin' on我不想看到你就這樣半途而廢
You stand in the line just to hit a new low你站在危險沮喪的邊緣
You're faking a smile with the coffee you go你帶著偽裝的笑容 拿著咖啡 從我面前走過
You tell me your life's been way off line你告訴我人生已經脫軌失序
You're falling to pieces everytime每一次你都跌的粉身碎骨
And I don't need no carryin' on我不希望你就這樣放棄是該掙脫一切 往前走了
Cause you had a bad day你只是一時地不順遂
You're taking one down你只是剛好意志消沉
You sing a sad song just to turn it around你只是唱了一首悲傷的歌 轉個身一切就雨過天晴
You say you don't know你說你很茫然
You tell me don't lie你告訴我 別再偽裝了
You work at a smile and you go for a ride那就帶著微笑 兜兜風去吧
You had a bad day你正經歷人生的壞天氣
The camera don't lie照相機拍出你的沮喪
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
這只是短暫的 一切不順心 都將消失不見 你根本也不會去再乎它
You had a bad day 你走過生命中的壞天氣
You had a bad day這只是一時的不順遂
Well you need a blue sky holiday一切都會雨過天晴
The point is they laugh at what you say不要被烏雲給掩蓋了
And I don't need no carryin' on是該掙脫一切 往前走了
You had a bad day只因你走過生命的壞天氣
You're taking one down你坦然接受
You sing a sad song just to turn it around你唱首情歌來忘記傷痛
You say you don't know你說你不懂
You tell me don't lie你說不需要欺騙
You work at a smile and you go for a ride你努力微笑 需要透透氣
You had a bad day你正經歷人生的壞天氣
The camera don't lie照片不會騙人
You're coming back down and you really don't mind心情盪到了谷底 你卻一點也不在乎
You had a bad day你走過生命中的壞天氣
Well you need a blue sky holiday你只需要一個充滿藍天的假期
The point is they laugh at what you say不用去管身邊的人如何嘲笑
And I don't need no carryin' on我希望看見你努力堅持下去
(Oh.. Holiday..) Oh~ 一個美好的假期
Sometimes the system goes on the brink人生難免會遇到許多瓶頸
And the whole thing turns out wrong你總會遇到一些的是是非非
You might not make it back and you know你無法去挽救
That you could be well oh that strong但你可以堅強的去扭轉頹勢
And I'm not wrong我說的沒錯吧!!
So where is the passion when you need it the most當你我需要熱情的時候 它在哪裡
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
你無耐地踢散那一地的落葉時 所有的好運瞬間消失
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down你只是剛好意志消沉
You sing a sad song just to turn it around你只是唱了一首悲傷的歌轉個身 一切就雨過天晴
You say you don't know你說 你很茫然
You tell me don't lie你告訴我 別再偽裝了
You work at a smile and you go for a ride那就帶著微笑 兜兜風去吧
You had a bad day你只是一時地低潮
You've seen what you like你會看見你所想要的
And how does it feel for one more time如果再次遇到困難 你將會有勇氣去挑戰
You had a bad day因為這只是一時的不順遂
You had a bad day一切都將雨過天晴
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
生活或許就像Claire說地一樣弔詭,
總是在很忙碌的時候,
工作,chance,opportunities,生活,愛情,自己,對方...多頭馬車地拉距...
有一堆感觸卻沒時間靜下來消化或寫寫文章抒發....
卻在像她貴婦般多的是時間消耗的時候,
無聊孤單地沒有新鮮事,沒得分享！
這
就是Zeus Cupid最愛搞的黑色幽默.
所以我忍不住地想要看歌詞把旋律情境化.
既然過去一直伴隨著雨滴打在心坎裡地開始積起水來...
在我浮浮沈沈溺斃之前,
疏通流洩的方式,或許是跟現在的一首歌對比吧！
如果說感官是上天的造化
那麼文字跟釋譯就是很人為的造詣吧！
自然的感覺很有一見鍾情深刻的畫面;
後天的賞析也可以是很美麗的感動.
天賦與技能的差別與利益,
我都想整合,很輕鬆地切換於鼓掌間.
"讓天賦自由"的前提是：暫時地失去安全感...
這是我在那本書裡學到最大的勇氣
唯有放得下現有的穩定,才可以有未來新的機會！
才得以讓天賦自由地發揮.
我需要的是破釜沈舟,伊芙利特之祭的剛毅果決.
上週末看的"型男飛行日誌"也帶給我同樣的感觸...
為什麼運動員總是讓人們崇拜！？
是因為追尋夢想的勇氣跟堅定！
人就是這麼地消極,被動.
就是只有在被解雇的危機中,才有可能化之為轉機.
在沒有被逼迫的情勢或局面時,
誰放得下既得利益或是安穩呢！
所以無怪乎運動員,明星值得崇拜了.
就是無法實現,難以實現的才叫做夢想！
我們明明知道,卻擺脫不了心靈的貧窮,所以都富有地獨缺夢想,窮得只剩下錢了
為什麼天賦被賦予的自由權利被褫奪了呢？
到底是誰桎梏我們呢？
不是誰！
是自己！
內在的膽小鬼！
the ugly usual stubborn self in the mirror
who always dare not change at all !
I am wondering
有多少情人伴侶的安定跟停駐是因為愛情呢？
Claire感概地告訴我：
戀愛最後的結局其實都是空無一物.
只有中繼是美麗的,所以好好地談戀愛享受短暫絢爛的過程吧！
不需要期待結果.
「戀愛不是一切,婚姻只是生活」她是這麼下結論的,即便她也是自由戀愛結婚的.
「幸福不是一切,人還有責任
Le bonheur n'est pas tout et les hommes ont leur devoir」卡繆在"Le malentendu"如是說.
我每個星期兩次坐捷運到東區復興站都會被那個人壽保險廣告大招牌drill提醒...
是嗎？！
炫麗的人事物像是流星倏地劃過天際,...
光速秒殺之間如何定格凍結？！
是不是唯有吃下波西傑克森：神火之賊裡會讓人失去判斷力跟使命的迷魂花Lotus,
時間才會放大拖延到幾秒幾分幾小時之內,
然後才能盡情享受狂歡那稍縱即逝的爽快.
幸福快樂總是過得特別短暫地快.
等待跟思念卻是尤其地慢慢漫慢....
我常在想,
如何能用盡所有感官去感受我經過的每一個精密分秒的敲打!?
我曾經所擁有的幸運,幸福,與被愛,被呵護著的難能可貴,
你說過的每一句話,曖昧,熱戀,相愛時的每一個互動跟甜蜜...
可惜我沒能用錄音筆錄下,也無法用相機或DV真實的照下錄製那每一幕.
可不可以送我一台Sony DV？那六個廣告中的其中一台..
我當時寫了六個廣告文案,跟故事,
想impress觀眾的情節,沒來得及submit,也沒機會被review.
If it had been adopted,可不可以許一個生日願望然後實現..
delay了好久的禮物,期間流掉的沙漏,白雲蒼狗,
像better in time的節奏一樣地好快！
不管我的英語speaking多麼地流暢都趕不上,
追不及你change飄忽移動的速度.
上帝阿～
祢可以等等天使嗎？
我們之間也需要messenger的傳遞,而download 與receive都需要時間....
在我買新的NB終於有Webcam之前,
Please deliver me a better in time.
這一次我一定會將它效益極大化.
Better In Time / Leona Lewis
我會更好 /里歐娜
Its been the longest winter without you 沒有你的寒冬漫長難過
I didnt know where to turn to 我不知該往哪走
See somehow I cant forget you 就是無法抹除對你的記憶
After all that we've been through 畢竟我們一起經歷那些過去
go in come in 無助地徘徊
thought i heard a knock 以為有人在敲門
who's there? no one 門口卻空無一人
thinking that i deserved it 我想我是自作自受
now i realize that i really didnt know 現在才了解我並沒有看透
you didnt notice you mean everything 或許你沒有發現 你就是我的一切
quickly im learning, to love again而很快我將學會再愛一回
all i know is, imma be ok我會從傷痛中復原
thought i couldnt live without you曾以為沒有你 我就過不下去
its gonna hurt when it heals to雖然傷痛癒合時 還是會痛苦
it'll all get better in time但每一次我都會好好的過
eventhough i really love you儘管我真的很愛你
im gonna smile cause i deserve to我還是要微笑 因為我本該如此
it'll all get better in time每一天我都會好好的過
how could i turn on the tv連電視都看不下去
without something there to remind me因為它無法讓我清醒
was it all that easy是否真的那麼容易
to just put aside your feelings可以把對你的感覺置之不理
if im dreaming這一切是否還在夢中
dont wanna let, hurt my feelings我失去了歡笑 你傷害了我的感情
but thats the path, i believe in但我相信是必經的過程
and i know that, time will heal it我知道時間會撫平傷痕
you didnt notice, you mean everything或許你沒有發覺 你就是我的一切
quickly im learning, to love again而很快我將學會在愛一回
all i know is, imma be ok我會從傷痛中復原
thought i couldnt live without you曾以為沒有你 我就過不下去
its gonna hurt when it heals to雖然傷痛癒合時 還是會痛苦
it'll all get better in time每一天我都會好好的過
eventhough i really love you儘管我真的很愛你
im gonna smile cause i deserve to我還是要微笑 因為我本該如此
it'll all get better in time每一天我都會好好的過
since theres no more you and me既然你我無法再繼續
its time i let you go so i can be free我該讓你走 好讓自己也能自由
and live my life how it should be過我該過的生活
no matter how hard it is ill be fine without you
yes i will無論多難熬 我還是會讓自己更好
thought i couldnt live without you會讓自己更好
its gonna hurt when it heals to雖然傷痛癒合時 還是會痛苦
it'll all get better in time每一天我都會好好的過
eventhough i really love you儘管我真的很愛你
im gonna smile cause i deserve to我還是要微笑 因為我本該如此
it'll all get better in time每一天我都會好好的過
過了今晚的
bad day明天又會是一個better in time
或許像這樣春夏秋冬在一個禮拜內交替的氣候也是一種猜謎遊戲
就不會take it for granted that the rain is as right as May.
我可以接受我們永遠都無法預測明天的無常所以有得期待surprise.
你說過命運越是好奇就會越是了然無味,
我不再諮詢fortune teller或是沒耐性地偷翻答案之後,
I can take and feel my real temperature,
and then I am able to tell myself accurately, to feel your warmth realistically,
so that I may get by the hard times
I have learned well, though not instinctively assumed so , that
Only when I can optimistically recall the past memory
and make the best use of it productively
is Better in time sure to come soon
right after Hard times and Bad Day fade away off the stage.
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