go study abroad or not (?)

i have been thinking about it many times.

but i still can’t make a decision right now.

i hate to be hesitant like this.

it makes me feel that i am the major problem to myself.

though i knew that it’s true. (ha)



i know many people can do it without saying anything

that’s really brave i think

i hope that i can do the same thing one day

(with a heart full of passion)


i haven’t found the things that put me in this kind of situation

it sucks (?)

uhm. my second time to practice writting in english

it’s not really good i know

i will keep on it anyway

oh! that’s really hard to express what i really want to say 囧




all i want to do is find a way fighting for myself:)