2020-08-21 22:51:07加加

My love, my love

If you could understand me, only if you could.

Maybe there's still hope.

I am just a naive girl in a big big world trying to be myself.

I am trying to be patient with myself, but how come this is so painful?

We both need more empathy and compassion to ourselves.

What do you think it is that I want from you?

What was the reason you were so mad about me, when all I wanted to have is your smiles?

What could I still ask from you?

Please, no more thank yous if you didn't mean them.  Thanks, but no thanks.

No matter how much you wanted to forget about me, 

No matter how much you wanted to escape from me, 

I know I am still in your heart, coming out from our distant memories from time to time,

Because it is the same on my side too.

Trust me, dear.

How much I want to whisper my dreams by your ears,

How much I want to share with you my pleasures and my hopes,

And how much I want to help you overcome the up and downs of life.

Can you give me a chance?

Give us a chance?

And what is there to lose if it doesn't work out at the end? 

We have already gone through so much pain.

Yet I still love you.