一切從這首歌開始,

已是近幾年的專輯,

每每發現一個新團或者新歌手的當下,

我都有以下的遺憾.....

又回歸到聽Death cab for cutie的時期,  

有時候想想這種一下蒐集完全部專輯的行為,

就讓我遺憾沒跟上腳步的那些年,

這會讓這些專輯少了一些畫面,

你並不會記得這些專輯是在那哪些年陪伴了你哪些心境,

我一直都遺憾太晚接觸到這些,

那些該回憶老團聽聽Aerosmith的時期我卻在聽周杰倫,

等聽到I will follow you into the dark的時候,

回頭找到的Forbidden love卻已是12年前的事情,

記得那場演唱會,

我想沒那麼深刻的原因是基於我錯失的那好多好多年,

其實我一直希望自己能不被影響,

前晚我們的對話並沒有存在我腦海中,

只是那最後我躺下來的感覺畫面依然清晰,

我說 感覺已經好多年了 這樣的 已經習慣了,

加上他的簡訊,

我忽然覺得自己的生活又變得好糟糕,

那種很想在回憶浮上來時狠狠踢他一腳的感覺,

從未停過,

前天聽著John mayer的專輯在操場,

直到控制不住向前跑的時候,

我才知道自己壓抑了多久,

終於說出心裡話的感覺 真的讓人感到解脫,

也總算開始覺得我還是我,

雖然還是迷失在"人"之中,

環境的驟變與心境的改變,

可以殺死我......

Lyrics:

Love of mine some day you will die

But I'll be close behind

I'll follow you into the dark

No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white

Just our hands clasped so tight

Waiting for the hint of a spark

If Heaven and Hell decide

That they both are satisfied

Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you

When your soul embarks

Then I'll follow you into the dark

In Catholic school as vicious as Roman rule

I got my knuckles bruised by a lady in black

And I held my tongue as she told me

"Son fear is the heart of love"

So I never went back

You and me have seen everything to see

From Bangkok to Calgary

And the soles of your shoes are all worn down

The time for sleep is now

It's nothing to cry about

'cause we'll hold each other soon

In the blackest of rooms

If there's no one beside you

When your soul embarks

Then I'll follow you into the dark

Then I'll follow you into the dark