Today, when I got home, I saw my Examinee's Score Record of General English Proficiency Test. Suddenly, I realized that I didn't pass it. Why? Because I didn't get the Certificate but the score record, it means that I failed on the exam. How upset I was! I really wanna hit myself for thinking of it as a test but not as a challenge. I couldn't wait to have myself killed exactly. However, there is still another chance for me to make it. Oh,my God! Now that I understand that people should study hard to score their goals. In addition, my examinatorial fortune is uaually not good enough to help me pass any important tests. Or maybe just because I don't have confidence in myself. Gosh, I must be sick or I must study harder. God, make me pass GEPT and give me confidence, please. Try and go on...Anyway, it's not the end of the world.

Typing in a upset feeling and tired body at 10:10p.m. on May 29, 2003