you are free to eat any tree in the garden, but you must not eat from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil................

太過驕傲 終究嚐到苦果
體貼自己 終究遭致敗壞

keep denying myself...
another way to commit suicide

my hands are not clean, my heart is not pure ....
my feet rush into evil..
my tongue mutters wicked things

till i was far far away from you...
was afraid to see you..
then i hid.

But you called, agian and again..
till i found i was so wrong, and you were still there for me.
till i realized your blessings, and answers...
i was waiting for my repay, but you said my debts been paid.

then your messenger came and told.. what i didnt see
and offered the chance to praise you.

a broken and contrite heart, o god you will not despise ..