Dec 06, 2006

不知不覺這學期又到了尾聲，想也知道，整日埋首書堆寫paper的結果，就是桌上堆上一層一層的文獻資料。好不容易趕完一篇報告，榨乾腦汁之後還要繼續下一篇。有時候做文章，尤其是做英文文章，真是一種煎熬。沒有考試那般短痛的暢快。

雖然讀書是畢生最大的樂趣，但是這輩子都要過著與寫paper為伍的煎熬日子，想到也是一把冷汗，就是抓著頭也不知道下一段如何進展。眼下即將結束第一門課報告，下星期六之前，另外三門也會以考試收尾。

不知道要寫什麼，那就糊周吧。希望能擠出一些些所謂得good point or great insight出來。

Dec 11, 2006

again, 又是掙扎著另一篇所長夫人的期末報告。。雖然口頭報告早在上星期已經報完了，期末報告仍尚未有著落，眼下又緊跟著兩個期末考。總覺得這種緊張又刺激的關鍵時刻，最是考驗一個人的耐壓程度。

每次在上跑步機之前，總告訴自己今天要跑多少，但是往往在一半之後，心裡就開始懈怠，然後腦袋就不停給藉口，身體就跟著疲倦。這時候要靠另一個聲音告訴自己，還沒呢，還有一大段路。這種感覺跟每個學期的期末簡直就一樣。。

最佳的運動員總是能在壓力最大的那一刻發揮極大的潛能，而這個潛能不是偶發的，而是長時間處在壓力下的訓練結果。

希望平常的壓力訓練，能在這時候派上用場啊。

Dec 14, 2006

Just one more exam, this semester will be totally complete. Not an easy semester, I can say. Not until the last miniute, I would never know whether I can make it or not.

Recall last year, at the same moment, probabiliy I still worked on the final paper..and looked forward to be back to Taiwan! This year, suppose we will be here during all winter break. Last year, before I went back to Taiwan, at least I saw the snow...but this year, until now, it still does not snow!! Hope it will snow during this break. It’s so beautiful I have ever seen.

This year, I went to the writing center so many time to correct my English writing. Hope my English writing improve a lot. Becauese I know Dr. D and Dr. B and Dr. H and Dr. M, they really concern the international student’s writing ability. But it just takes time. Hope someday I can write the English article and nobody can identify my grammer error or identity I am not native speaker!!